>be me >awake for 36 hours>high on amphetamines>decide it's time to use my voice for the first time with random people>start playing dayz>meet 2 people in safe zone>"can you say a full sentence for us please">ok i guess they've clocked me idk>decide to play with them for another 30 minutes>didn't take into account that being up for 36 hours would make my body tired>sound like shit after 5 minutes>can literally hear them giggling at me sometimes>decide to just out myself as trans in an attempt to at least take some control of the humiliation>"we couldn't even tell, genuinely">give them a "thank you" and leave the call>that feel when you know there sitting there laughing at you>decide it's better to just block these people tomorrow and pretend this never happenedHonestly, this experience just makes me so nervous to do it again, why did they lie to me, is this normal?
It's possible they were giggling about something else
>>43246192i have the session recorded and it happened multiple times unfortunately, i tried to tell myself the same thing at first. I will say they both used She Her for me without even asking, so i don't think they're bad people, i think i'm just stupid and i feel so fking humiliated. I couldn't even laugh because i'm not at the level yet, they probably thought i was autistic lol
how do you know they were even lying nona
were they genuinely surprised once you told them you are trans?
>>43246235That's a good point, i guess i don't, it's more just a feeling based on the giggling and there reaction to me outing myself, almost like it was expected.
>>43246261i don't believe they were, i sounded like shit, i feel like it was just expected, especially after they asked me to say a sentence in safe zone.
