been earnistly considering detransition, I dont pass, Ive been on estrogen for 4 years and I have seen very little growth, I will likely never pass, I dont even feel very strongly about it anymore, half of my welfare check gets eaten by HRT every month, I certainly dont feel very girly. I no longer cringe whenever I hear my dead name, I no longer feel anything when hair grows on my legs, I dont even bother shaving them anymore, im like one bad week away for not doing my face either. im just numb. why should I pay for something that doesent and never will work. I hate my fucking life
>>43246903Sounds good, good luck
i did this and after six months i was so masc i had a psychotic break
>takes e>doesn't passing>might as well not>untakes e>still not passing!what's the dif nona if you're not going to present either way why should stopping matter? Same dif i get that but lots of ppl talk about increased mental stability on their hrt, isn't that at least worth trying to keep? Is ~130$ annually really that hard to come by right now?
>>43246903>I will likely never passSo you still believe theres a possibility you can pass eventually? In that case dont give up just yet. however if you truly dont see any possibility to make yourself pass, and you also dont mind being seen as a man, then theres nothing wrong with detransitioning either.
>>43246903How is your voice? How do your eyebrows look? How is your wardrobe? Have you done anything like laser? Passing is not something you find in a pill bottle or a vial. Maybe you've done all these things but if its like>I actively continue trying to look like a man and I don't know why people think I am a manThen the obvious solution is to try to look like a woman instead of detransitioning. This seems to be something the trans community has forgot
>>43246944I voice trained to the best of my ability. its not great. but the best I could do, I plucked my eye brows a while ago. I cant afford laser. I have tried obviously, it dident work.>>43246927id rather save the money, I live check to check on welfare afterall.
>>43246977>check to checklike the devastating income trap kind of welfare that you have to double your money in a day to escape? is there actually a chance to get free?
>>43246993atleast its something
>>43246903taking E wasn't supposed to make anyone pass. but it definitely have made and still makes you more fem. do you want to masculinize and become a manly man?
>>43247006it hasnt done anything.
>>43247019it has, you didn't masculinize further.and there can be more changes you didn't notice, we need photos to be sure also if you didn't weight cycle it can be barely noticeable
>>43246977Saving up on welfare money is retarded. Increase your moneystacks. Shouldnt be impossible if you have unlimited time
>>43247247Cant get a job. Trust me i tried, blame the migrant crisis or whatever.
>>43247257That blows
>>43247247there are hard limits to what you can earn on welfare and they are well below what you need to transition
>>43246903>broke and troonhahaha it's so over just give up or get real and find a good job to finance your transition passing is about luck and/or money
>>43247612Always has been
>>43247577>>43247612I cant get a job. im sorry I just cant. in this shitty fucking world any future I had was ruined by my already poor family and the tidal waves of immegrants stealing any chance I even had at a minimum wage job
>>43247753I don't blame you, this economy is complete garbage
>>43247766and thats going to be my life forever I guess
