but right now I keep thinking about how I want to be an FTM. It's become all I will think about at work, I've become sloppy in my work because I'm too busy wanting to be an FTM to focus on it.The one thing I feel is true, is that "wanting to be an FTM" is nonsensical because I am cis boy, and this is really my mind poorly articulating some other, currently unexpressed desire. I'm too scared to find out what that desire is, I don't want to look at old memories. AND If it is (A)AGMP then what is the point in continuing to live? Are there drugs that can rest my mind?
>>43248196greek myth type of karmic punishment
>>43248196Being an mtf sounds like absolute nightmare fuel. Imagine you have a penis but you're still forced to be a woman absolutely incomprehensible.
>>43248196You're a repper, not even a new life story
>>43248224I want to be a futanari so much
>>43248224I don't believe in women with penises.
>>43248276I do they literally have gross sweaty foid bodies with penises
>>43248196u have to troon out. sorry. wanting to be the other gender means ur a tranny. start on e sooner than later. the longer u rep the worse it gets.
>>43248196not gonna lie, those big clits on pooners look hot af
>>43248196>>43248210I'm working on ideas for lays I want to start writing this summer after my finals and you inspired me to workshop a story where both spouses (or siblings) want to be the opposite gender but don't know about the other and each visits a witch who tells them that they can only transition gender if someone else is forcefully transitioned the other way around for the spell to work too but neither go through with it until the end because they are unaware of the other's dysphoriastill workshopping this idea suggestions would be nice
>>43248234its not as good to be one as youd think though having sex with them is great
>>43248210I must have been such a tyrant in my past life. Like Genghis Khan levels>>43248228>>43248373A repper?? Ehhh~? I have thought that it was this, but I don't know why it would "present" itself in this way. I did think I was trans for seven years (I never transitioned though) but I thought I had got over that>>43248546Testosterone is so based desu
>>43248196What do you mean you "want to be ftm"...? Like what does that look like...
>>43249263It happens to some people and what you said kinda reinforces that idea but that's fine it's your life. More importantly what kind of ftm do you want?
>>43249300I mean ftm body
>>43248196im a cis guy on hrt and i have wanted to be ftm since i was a kid
>>43249324Why? Did you have or are planning to have top surgery? What about SRS?
>>43249315nta but do you mean no boobs + vagina? Or is there more to it than that?
>>43248196do you want to be ftm as in the androyance way, insurance could cover you if you claim non-binary and surgeries too.
>>43249292I don't know really... like if I'm just wanting a "pussy" that's just abhorrent and fetishistic and imo the genitals don't come into it that much. It's more the mental aspect as well and the idea of masculinisation done as an active choice. Like the idea of injecting T into the body and "writing a new history for the body" is just fucking based to me.idk I'm starting to think I need a psychoanalyst But I really don't want to know too much about myself some stones are better left unturned>>43249300>>43249315We'll go with otter. Otters are so fucking hot and I'm halfway there anyway>>43249424I live in the UK lol so I cannot imagine any insurance/private healthcare lifting a finger in that regard. Not without boatloads of cash
>>43249498Are you looking for any kind of transition? Or is it just idealization of ftm transition?
>>43249381i want ffs and a mastectomy
>>43249533Oh you're on HRT?
>>43249521The latter, I think. I don't really know
>>43250106Nta but I was like that while repping
>>43248196I feel you
>>43248224TBQH unless like identifying as a woman is a prerequisite, I think taking estrogen is pretty peak. Less oily skin, no more balding, soft pretty skin, softer prettier face, less smelly. It removes most of the nerfs men get hit with with minimal loss (assuming you don't care about fertility). Pooners on the other hand just get smelly, greasy, go bald, shitty skin, and they are manlets, and still not much muscle. But I'll say I generally just like humanity moving towards a truly androgynous state.
essentially mtf still have strength and good frame, they just get prettier.
>>43251637I really really dislike the extra fat
>>43251705then don't be that fat lmao, if you keep a low bf% it's not that much of a problem.
But I'll say this I understand why cis women would want to be MTF, You get strength and frame, and to be pretty. It's like eating a power up mushroom in mario for them.
>>43251749I used to be anorexic lol
Why the fuck do you want to be a manlet that no one takes seriously? >t. FTM
Thread is just op going "idk idk"
>>43251912because we're sexy probablyt. Ftm
to be fair though I don't think I've ever seen an angel depicted as a pooner tho, so I think we all know what the peak of androgyny probably closer to a MTF
>>43252014Pooners don't get depicted in much media at all due to historical erasure
but anyways poonbros keep doing your thing, I love ya, I'm just being autistic.
looks like hrtitties on an amab frame ngl.
>>43251648I lost a lot of strength somehow
>>43251933Sadly no
