Trauma dumping on the chan because you don’t have any friends or therapy money? Ha pathetic. who would act like such a loser?
im sorry
>>43250538Me
>>43250538im sorry for doing this... me sadly its okay nona if it helps you and theres no other place like me you can do it trauma dump in this thread if it matters
meeee because im a loser and have no friends to confide in
>>43250538im sorry for being a loser
I am not sorry and I'm not ashamed of being a 30 year old transbian neet
>>43251194how does this relate to the post....>>43251177sameee
>>43250538im so alone
>>43252744so am i, i wish i had literally anyone to talk to ever its not fair..sorry nona
>>43250538Please can you keep insulting me
>>43253403>>43250541>>43250567>>43250815I’m describing myself!
>>43250538sorry. im kinda desperate because nobody in my life cares anymore, even though i drop everything im doing to help them, when quite frankly, they're always going through less than me. sure would be neat to have a family that loved me. or a gf that committed to being with me. haha or just friends yeah.
there's shit I can't tell my therapist
Maybe all of you should get an apartment together
>>43253403fap harder queen everyone thinks you're a retarded unlikable loser and they can barely conceal their pity and disdain for your condition when you rear your unfortunate head their way
I just really really wanted someone to love me, to want me. When he said no I accepted it and took it well but now that my mind is telling me he might be love someone else I am angry and sad again. I suddenly love him again. Why can't we have what others have? I am tired.
>>43254587Same been repping these suicide plans since 7th grade nothings going to change that maybe one day I’ll open up in person if I fall in love with an understanding boy
>>43250538I'm a cheap fuck, what can I say?
>>43250538i wish i could travel thru time so i could go back 5 years ago to kill myself
i just tried writing in my journal but it's not the same. i need to be heard. when i scream into the void i need it to pass through some ethereal meatus. i need the void to listen. i need to know it hears me even if it doesn't say anything back.
I don't know how much more I can take. I'm a neverpassoid and then I'm somehow suprised when people, when my parents, politely ignore my mentally ill delusions and continue referring to me as male. I have no legitimacy and when I die they will do the kind thing and bury me under my male name and no one will ever know I was a hon fag
>>43250538same, wish i had any friends>>43257263im sorry anon
>>43250538Sometimes its nice to just say things you cant say to your friends or family if you have them. Not that I'd expect much sympathy on 4chan mostly just "lol they died" or something but it can still be nice to scream into the void
>>43250538i have friends i could talk to about this stuff but id rather not bother them with tranny problems because they don’t understand, i share all my other problems with my friends i just would rather die than share my contempt about my body with people in real life they’re pity only makes it worse
i have to stop falling in love with people that give me the smallest crumbs of attention even if it's mutual i have to suffer forever and i have no space for anyone else
