Write that letter.
message me already ugh
>>43252160are you medoooo itttt
>>43251976i get really lazy and dont wipe
>>43252160>>43252184why shouldnt you message them
i tell people im ok but im not and havent been in a really long time
>>43252160can you give a hint who you are
>>43251976I have been posting here for what feels like 84 years and I have never been given one of those hotel images.It makes me sad. :(
i miss pretending to be anna
sometimes i sit in calls on trans discord servers to feel better about myself. i see as these autistic trans women utterly fail at presenting as women or even looking like women.
I hate myself for falling for the wrong people so much
my confession is i think /tttt/ gave me the tranny thoughts rather than me having tranny thoughts and then coming to /tttt/
don't have it in me to tell them we're not right for each because I don't want to actually break it off
>write that letterhttps://youtu.be/zQ2HSjFFCbQ?si=Uy1cyH67_VfR90kZ
>>43253076why dont you want to break it off if theyre not right for you
I believe that I turned out to be a tranny because of my rejection of my male anatomy. I simply do not want to be male and I convinced myself at an early age that the only alternative is to be female.Fact: a person like this is indistinguishable from a true tranny. He'll think he wants full transition. He'll even like the breast growth, and using a woman's name, since these are signs of his diminishing maleness.He will only realise that he was never a woman after getting srsussy and still not feeling whole.Or he will keep coping even then. Maybe only realise it years later.I also believe my desire to become a eunuch is rooted in my fear of never being able to successfully transition and wanting to avoid the hardships associated with it.
every time I try to masturbate to irl porn the images of that time I sucked the dude who was using me and taking advantage of me come to mind, it's an instant turnoff and it ruins my dayI deserve it
I feel bad for all the people I’ve added then abandoned.. there is one person who I felt like I was getting closer to but I got offended over something silly like being called ‘friend’ I think it was the most similar I’ve felt to someone in a long time(speech patterns and thought processes, I often times have issues communicating with people because I structure sentences poorly). Oh well.. I do hope they’ve found success
Im unable to escape vicious circles
You love me, but you love a lie. If I told you I was transgender you would feel nothing but shame for your attraction and hate me for it. It’s better to just stay friends and enjoy each other’s company in ignorance.
>>43253122too attached and don't want to find someone new
>>43252160who are you? who do you want to message you?
>>43252160>>43252184You nonas don't know the problems you cause, grow up and just send it yourselves
i want to be held and kissed, to be seen, and loved as a woman................................................................................................ being a transbian sucks.
At this point in time, I miss (most of) your family more than I miss you.I don't believe for a second that you truly felt or feel bad about breaking things off.I've been entirely transparent about the whole thing to the people I've spoken to, asking for criticism where applicable, and not one person can really quite understand why you did what you did, despite my personal mishandling of the situation. Though, looking back, I've gained a fairly decent insight and wisdom. And thus, I hope you get well soon.
older generations had it way easier to get away with crime and in general i would show alot more of my psychopathic tendencies if there wasnt so many god damn cameras and ways to monitor people in every aspect of there lives. like for example my mother was able to rob gas stations and liqour stores as a runaway teen and worse case they got foster care. i actively couldnt even try to do those things without basically messing with cameras and dealing with so much tech its not worth the result of a few hundred bucks in what would cost thousands in equipment to successfully steal from them and leave no video evidence because theres just that many god damn cameras this obviously goes to other sinister tendencies but basically i am entirely restricted on these tendencies because theres just that many methods of tracking.
I'm doing better at parenting so far than I thought I would. I still have secret hopes of having a bigger family, but I don't think it's ever going to be in the cards.
>>43255879This was a bit harsh... I do and will miss you a lot, and I apologise for implying otherwise.DABDA ain't no joke.
>>43252374O
>>43251976my brother is soooooooo hot i wish he molested me
>>43253076why are they not right for you
T., or M. if you prefer, I really have lost my mind. I didn't do all of this in some attempt to gain your sympathy. I deeply regret hurting you. Even if I tried to reconnect, I'd hurt you again. You should be able to understand that. I do love you and wish we didn't hurt each other, I especially wish I was better off mentally. I hope if I die you never learn of it. J.
>>43251976im happy my best friend blew his head off, he was starting to become a liability
>>43257127ice cold. tuff. standing on bizness
>>43252160LOL
I only stopped saying it because you stopped saying it back and I have to assume it just isn't true anymore
I promised you I wouldn't make new friends and replace/forget about you and i meant it but it feels like thats my only option left now and you wanted it this way.
he's enthralled me. someone once told me in a thread to seduce him, we're afraid it's the other way around. even if we don't believe his compliments about our face, we believe his reaction to us, and we believe the passion he has for life. and it sucks to say but he gives me butterflies. fucking fire signs, kys.I will make sure he's in our future, no matter what.
I call myself a transbian but sometimes I wonder if I could be fucked straight
I know I was in the wrong but still projected it on him. tf am i doin
>>43257109some things that they refuse to change but could, and some things that I think they simply can't
>>43258750autosabotaging, nona. talk to them
>>43251976i broke up with my very lesbian hot black gf so i could poon out after years of being a repper
