>be me>tranny>dump all my partners a month ago and become 100% aro + focusing that energy on my occult practice instead>happiest I've ever been in my life so far, feel totally liberatedwhy haven't you taken the aropill yet
Dumping your partners doesn't make you aro.
>>43252627Have you completed the Abramelin Operation nona?
>>43252649yeah but the idea of a romantic relationship making me puke kinda does mister lister lester
>>43252656i think crowley/golden dawn shit is cringe. dude didn't get shoved down enough flights of stairs
>>43252685Based based based. What is your practice? >>43252656
>>43252670sounds like you just have a personality disorder
>>43252700I mean @op sorry typo
>>43252627, I feel like having to entertain a bunch of partners romantically day in and day out would get really tiring, and like its awesome to just be able to focus on yourself and do what you feel like doing and not have to cater to other peoples needs :D I think this is based and you should focus on yourself indeed
>>43252627I'm glad to hear you're doing better, Lucina
>>43252627Because I think I trooned out for men
>>43252867thanks. I think I pulled the white stone because I hadn't realized this tbhon
>>43252627because i'll kill myself without my gf
>>43253041relying on another person like that is kinda cringe because what are you gonna do when she inevitably fucks you over
>>43252627>all my partnersthis is your fucking problem retard
>>43254663ur jus mad u can't pull
>>43252627>my occult practiceHoly hell that’s dorky.
>>43254714this is a cope for being unable to attain a singular high quality partner to build a relationship with, so you compensate with a wide net of whatever you can get without depth or meaning. asserting choosing to do this or not is a matter of one's ability to pull is a self report
>>43253041WelpStart a timer
>>43252627This form of retardation is fembrained so gz your transition has succeeded
>>43253013sounds like you're basically doing a vow of celibacy. have you ever read Dion Fortune's The Problem of Purity?>>43252685:P
>>43252627Nah bitch I dumped you. Get it right.
>>43254663end thread
>>43252627The occult is not real
>>43256840you are bogged down in western formalism and do not understand that the intuition is a separate mental faculty from reason and that both can work in parallel
>>43252627>all my partners uhhh how many did u have
>>43252627>partners>plural hang all polyfags by the feet and hit then with reeds. no wonder you're larping as aro, you never had true love to begin with!
>>43252685Reading about crowley makes him seem like a such a grifter using occultism as a way to convince people to let him do extremely degrading and sexual things to them. Think i remember some guy joined because he thought it was going to be a kinky sex cult but he just got railed by Alistair all the time till he left.Alsohttps://allpoetry.com/Leah-Sublime
>>43252627Been there done that, on the sex magick grind now I collect semen and blood of participants, 36 is the downward spiral to the qliphoth >>43252685>>43257435Cringe takes, sorry you have an aversion to fun
>>43257475>There was no cleaning rota, and wild dogs and cats wandered throughout the building, which soon became unsanitary. Poupée died in October 1920Just let the children watch the sex magic. Just live in filth if they die who cares right?
>a month agolol
>>43257475Even though i respect tf out of a good scam artist but Thelema is so dry no amount of bodily fluids could lube it
>>43257493I don’t care, results are results, I’ll let my house engulf in flames again and destroy every relationship when it means that I get what I want
>>43257435LMAO. well, all religion is grifting so what did you expect
>>43257520Retarded child take. >The stories passed down from parents to child for generations werent scientifically accurate which means they're a lieHomegirl doesnt know what a myth is
>>43257519>againUm
>>43257510Have you practiced any ritual? Have you done any of the workings? Do you even fast, abstain, or perform lettings. Magick is only a scam to those who can’t move past their own limitations
>>43257537someone has to come up with a myth for it to be passed down, has to literally knowingly make shit up. religions are just the degenerated leftovers of grifts after their followers are left holding the bag or someone picks up the grifter's mantle.
>>43257542Yes, 2018/11/01 I stood outside barefoot in the snow and watched as the home I had known for 4 years at that point turn to ash, everything destroyed a mix of liberation and ecstasy, I’ve never felt a bigger feeling of something running through me in pure happiness
>>43257558white people have gone insane
>>43257544Yes I have thelemite friends and have been to a gnostic mass. They really like it but maybe it's just not a fit for me. I prefer ecstatic style rituals
>>43257555Kind of? o.g. religion is a usually ancestral myths used to explain or comfort children, mixed with civic myths to explain the city-state, mixed with agracultural cycles stories and histories, which were a way of passing down information before writing. I think people are too dim to know the nuanced layers the authors expected to be interpreted in becouse christanity and islam is very literal and weird and convinced everyone religion is taking myths for absolute truths
>>43257558Worst thing about this is youre bizarre Japanese date ordering. Deeply unsettling
>>43257578Tbh I appreciate the response, not every current works for every person ;)>>43257565nothing insane about it, if anything is management towards the chaos of existence>>43257595It makes the most sense, like if I’m trying to get a semen donation I need to know how old the participant is, a person who’s stock is from 1996 is far more virile than a supply from 1986, but diet and physical factors also play a deep role in the quality
>>43254912not that deep lilbro
>>43257807I find your insanity endearing i guess you dont pay for donations
>>43259234>>43259234Not at all, unless you count the act of sex and feeding them as payment, I want healthy, happy, unattached seed for magick
