i feel so fucking horribly disgusted at myself for being a tranny. im so fucking disgusted by trans people in general, and im not even religious anymore nor do i subscribe to any dogma that would be against trans people, but because literally everyone in my life has disowned me for being a tranny and because my mom has been talking about how disgusting trannies are ever since i was a kid, trannies still horribly disgust me. i try to doubley act male to cope, but i wish i didn't have to and i wish i could just be myself. lol
what you've been through is horrible, you didn't deserve that. if you wanna feel better, you GOTTA get off 4chan. this place is just a gross echo chamber of hate, constantly looking at posts from transphobes isn't gonna do anything good for you. join an lgbt discord server or something, find some decent people who can support you. it's not as hard as this site would lead you to believe
>>43256273sameI don’t think I will ever change unfortunately
you need to believe you can change in order for it to happen, pessimism is pointlessI know being optimistic is hard and can feel stupid, but frankly, optimists are way more productive than pessimists. the only thing in your way is yourself
there have been plenty of people in your situation who have gotten through it. you just gotta keep trying
>>43256273That's okayI can cut you with a knife and eat chunks of your flesh as I embrace you in my arms <3
