>be me>19>have strange feelings flare up since 16 when I'm around girls>it's definitely not attraction >don't know how to name it>fast forward to now>sometimes I will have a desire to be a girl and then I will really feel bad about it for like half an hour>feeling eventually wanes and I return to normal>the feeling has been getting stronger lately, making me almost cry at times>the thing is, after it goes away I feel perfectly fine>I'm not sure I have gender dysphoria. I don't particularly mind my male body and feel perfectly comfortable with being perceived as male by everyone>but I really want to be a girl sometimes>but I'm not sure if I want to forsake all I've built as a male, because the majority of the time I genuinely don't care.What is this feeling called? Should I transition?
really wanting to be a girl so much it makes you cry is gender dysphoriahaving gender dysphoria sometimes means you have gender dysphoria
>>43256536it’s called agp
>>43256548Yeah but I don't hate my current body. I'm more indifferent really, and gender dysphoria requires a person to feel actual anguish over not being who they perceive themselves as, which is not wha happens to me the vast majority of the time>>43256549I don't think so. I don't really feel aroused by the thought of it, I just feel like shit
>>43256576>gender dysphoria requires a person to feel actual anguish over not being who they perceive themselves asactually gender dysphoria is not just that. Wanting to be the opposite sex is also gender dysphoria
>>43256591Oh, I guess that makes sense. What do I do about it? I'm not sure transitioning is the right thing to do because, at the end of the day, what I feel is not that disruptive to my day-to-day activities
>>43256623well do what you want I guesstransitioning is always a compromise between being happier with your body vs reducing your social status
>>43256536Yes you should. Don't be like me and wait for a decade.
>>43256536I had kinda the same when I was like 10 12 and it got stronger the older I got. I think it was envy. I was envying girls for having the right puberty and not me.
>>43257371Do you still live with that? If not, how did you get rid of it?
>>43257489no the dysphoria in general got better when I transitioned
>>43256536What is it about Chainsaw Man that attracts trannies?
>>43256536i had the same feeling before trooning and started hrt at the same age as you. do it. my life is so much better now you have no idea. even my social status is much better just by virtue of me being happier (and also passing).
>>43257639How old are you now? But also, I'm from latam. The situation here is way different than in the US or Europe
>>43257613The author is a closeted tranny I'm sure
>>43259346Yup
I start crying like once a day when I think about not fitting in with girls and then about failing as a man
>>43257699oh hey!! sorry i didn't see this earlier, i was really busy yesterday >.<anyways, im 24 now and last week i celebrated 5 years on hrt!! idk much about the situation in latam, but i'm in the US and it's definitely not as bad as people say. (although im also a luckshit so that probably plays into things).
>>43263007You should cry more, troon