No strong childhood onset gender dysphoria except for:> At most had close female friends in school only until 2nd grade> Only sometimes played with girls, mostly still had guy toys with the exception of MLP figurines which are arguably turbo malebrained> Asked my mom why she chose me to be a boy> No understanding of why I had male genitalia a couple of times> Wore a dress to be a part of the girls when I was 5 only once at a catholic daycareNow for the faketrans traits:> Early-onset AGP at 9 years old, dreamed of being transformed into a woman with the physical characteristics of a woman> Watched porn and dreamed of being a girl> Wanted to grow breasts and lactate at 10-12, deliberately starved myself to induce lactation for only a couple of days which ultimately failed. Found out about HRT and that I could grow breasts but instantly gave up hope when I found out I needed parental consent.> Impregnation fetish> Thought iwnbaw repped for the next 10 years> Feminization fetish, especially if done by someone, thought it was the ultimate form of love and care from someone> Thought women had it better socially> Wished I could touch SCP-113 just to see what it was like> Was basically non-dysphoric when I started transitioningI feel like I am trooning for AGP reasons and not because of an innate feeling of being female. Should I stop and try being a man again because of this? I feel like I am a faker especially because I didn't feel much gender dysphoria when I started to transition.
>>43260202YesWe are so happy to welcome you back into sanity I love feminine gay men you are perfect the way you are
>>43260202then why transition? like what is the point if you don't feel bad in your body? wanting to grow boobs kinda sounds like dysphoria
>>43260229I hate imagining myself having sex with another man in a male body
>>43260261Because I preferred to have a female body over a male body. I didn't feel distressed having a male body but I would've heavily preferred to have a female body. Now sometimes I get sad over seeing masculine features and I like the effects of HRT. I'm just worried I'm doing all of this for the wrong reasons and that I'm just mentally ill or something.
>>43260202>no strong childhood dysphoria>AGP at 9Idiot
>>43260276It's ok to be YOU
>>43260300It was more a transformation fetish I had to be turned into a woman
>>43260292Then stay on HRT if you feel good about it. Most trannies and cis women are basically AGP like that, like why couldn't you enjoy feeling sexy in your body.
>>43260337I just fear that because my desire to transition is likely caused by AGP that this desire to transition isn't innate and therefore I might regret it even though I love all the changes so far
>>43260362Blanchard himself thinks that AGP is innate and a valid reason to transition
>>43260570I don't care about blanchard or his typology, but thinking this might be a fetish makes me really ashamed and guilty about it. And also what if my self perception changes somehow?
>>43260610because you don't understand the trve nature of AGPit's not a fetish
>>43260646Then what is it?
>>43260202Agp is the only trutrans reason. What are you on about?
>>43260202I feel especially>Feminization fetish, especially if done by someone, thought it was the ultimate form of love and care from someone>>43260229I'm not gay though even though I have thoughts of stuff>I hate imagining myself having sex with another man in a male bodyThis. Super uncomfortable with those feelings>It's ok to be YOU....but I don't want to be fucked by a man. DisCutestuffscarystuff
>>43262545How is transitioning because of a fetish trutrans?
>>43260276yeah, that's called internalized homophobia, you were not born feeling that way, and you can unlearn your disgust of gayness without feeling compelled to be a woman to justify being with men intimately
>>43264277Blanchard makes it clear that AGP isn't a fetish, but a sexual orientation.
>>43264307How is it a sexuality? It's not attraction to a certain sex but an attraction to oneself as a woman? That's much closer to a fetish
>>43260202AGP is valid
>>43264684I'm incredibly ashamed of it
>>43265646Same, it becomes more normal once you get more comfortable and get used to being more feminine though
