last >>43191002>prompt ott you wake up without a dick or pussy, just a small hole to urinate from (like a nullectomy)>literally nothing else changes>you produce the same sex hormones as before, have the same birth certificate>how do you react? are you happy/happier?
there's no upside to that
>>43260324take your HRT, retards
>>43260384fippy bippy, a eunuch is still a man
>>43260406i don't have any
>>43260324>POTTI dislike having a penis but if that means I wouldn't even have the option to stop T by cutting the gonads off anymore that seems like a downgradeit would be nice not having to feel it there though
saw a trans girl selfie on twitter and want to kill myself again
>>43260623get someit's free in the US under medicaid if you're not in a hellstate, and affordable to DIY if you have some income
>>43260725don't you need to go through a whole thing for months and months to get hrt covered
>>43260737no, that was the oldschool way and sometimes they'd make you do shit like a year of RLE - these days you can call up planned parenthood and get your meds the same week on an informed consent basis (for now, in some states, until le orange man makes it illegal)
Every time I see a beautiful woman I think to myself "I'd give my fuckin soul to look like that"I'm incapable of stopping these thoughts, it's like seeing something like that flicks a bell and the sound of it echoes through my head
damn it cleared my cache and have to do the complicated captchas again. i am too stupid for this>>43260324if it also nuked my sex drive greatotherwise meh, can just choose to bottom anyway so idk why i'd do that>>43260406no <3
>>43260737they do this in uncivilized countries (western europe), also it's more like years and not months.
my brain doesn't work correctly
>>43260324I would have no choice but to full on transition and be a girl
Cant stop thinking about ftms... carnallyThis is definitely because of the reppingBut its very unethical i think to have sex whilst reppingStill want to fuck a trans guy thoughIs it hotter if i tell him im a repper will he be into that?
>>43260324I’d wake up super happy, it would be a supernatural event, like some higher power is telling me to just go for it and i’d do anything in my power to make the rest of my body the way i want it to beI’d still hope someday i wake up with a vagina but waking up without a pp and no side effects would be amazing
im 29 and im out of timei spent all of my life online
>>43262799I look in the mirror to findthe face looking back isn't mine
>>43262200I hope id have besties to support meCutestuffscarystuff
>>43260324Masturbation is one of the last pleasures I have left so no, I wouldn't be happier>>43262825Not into men
my body is sorta nice but i am balding so fucking muchbarely an adult and already look worse than most 30yoi can't even..
>>43263993Finasteride, minoxidil, manmode now. Don't go bald without a fight
>>43264010do i need the fin if i use E?
>>43264029Not necessarily
its ok to be estrogenlessly gay and not to repress your attraction to other men
>>43264040Im only 40 percent attracted to men
>>43264056>nobody would ever suppress something that isn't tolerated by others and try to minimize itthat doesn't happennobody would do thatyou are crazy
i feel deformedwhy are my shoulders so massive
>Take my mother out to a restaurant to eat>The front lady is obviously trans, hasn't done her voice training (big mistake but w/e)>Mother spends half the meal loudly talking about how she hates crossdressers and drag queens>Drive her home and she starts talking about the front lady again, gets upset when I call her a 'lady' and keeps talking about her being a nasty manCan't even go outside without being reminded of why I rep. Hate this bitch.
>>43264029E alone doesn't block DHT but if you are on T blockers then those block DHT too
>>43264471It does cause your body to down-regulate T production, though.
grooming is literally an important part of femininity why do you think women got married very very young in the old dayslot of stacies had sex in their mid teens with old guys and that was an important initiation for them
Is my friend a repper?>weird religious upbringing, very sheltered and retarded >eating disorder >cutting>alcoholic >smokes cigarettes >weird about sex, likes men but denied it a long time>virgin>way into futanari porn and got weirded out when i said i'd be the one topping the futa, couldn't understand why i'd want to do that>visceral disgust at vaginas but likes feminine thingsFor all I know he's reading the thread right now. Sorry if you are, bro.
vaginas are horrible thoi mean just the teeth! :(
>>43264507I was worried for a second you were talking about me, but half of those things I havent told a soul
i'm comically unsuited for the role i've been thrust into and it's killing me. literally zero days lived as authentic self.
>>43265100yeah
it's crazy how difficult it becomes to make yourself do literally anything once you accept it's over and nothing you could do will bring you any closer to the life you want
I hope things continue to get worse for the trans community. I really do. These backstabbers deserve it. I hope governments all around the world make them fucking suffer.
>>43264492This is why TERFs hate you
>>43266420why? that's just evil for no reasonI want them to be happy even though I can never join them
>>43266359Yeah major depression is like that.>>43266420I hope things get better for the trans community and future generations don't suffer like I did.
i should start cutting
I cant take much more of this. 50 years? Fuck that.
>>43260406>take your pronouns, retards
>anti-repper "stop being a baby and do it" post shows up on my twitter feedLEAVE ME ALONE
>>43266542>that's just evil for no reasonTrannies believe themselves to be evil.
>>43267070see >>43260406
>>43267083why is everyone so mean to me
>>43260406HRT won't unrape me or turn everyone into an anthro woman.
>>43266770
>>43267543it will turn you into an anthro woman
>>43260406I can't afford the surgeries I need to make it worth it desu.
>>43267543You were raped because the LGBT community dictated that you should be. Taking HRT would mean endorsing the rape culture that the LGBT community promotes.
>>4326677050 fucking years.I wanted to be a beautiful woman. I compromised: I jacked off in a tissue.
>>43263171At least I'd look good in my gfs panties
feeling androphilic again and it's really pissing me off
positive manifestation: if i get good enough at my eating disorder i will be hot enough to experience a facsimile of love that will be enough for me because parents never loved me anyway some of these captchas need to learn to triforce jfc
Hey reppers. Don't turn into this, take your hrt https://youtu.be/K8E-13vOj9M?si=9Wykub2cukLI84y8
>>43268929I don't think I'll live long enough to get that old
>>43260324I would prefer dying as a virgin than indulging on gynephilia.gynephilia feels like an aberration, like something that should not be there. Is totally irrational but i just hate being gynephilic.
>that one basedjak party poster itt'scan't imagine willingly stewing in a place that's more mentally ill than /lgbt/
I don't wanna live in this fucked up disgusting world anymore
>>43266436Terfs are lesboesque uggos who never got it meanwhile early bloomer stacy made sensual love to her gardener at 14 and the goodess energy stayed with her throughout life
>another dream of being a woman
I plan to become a boomer hon at age 40(33 now)
>>43260406I did and now im more confused about whether im trans or not than when i was (dry) repping.
I wish I were a woman. Afabs are lucky to be born female.
>>43267826i compromised became sissy gary instead
>>43270529One year older than you but started last year. I think i'm gmi. FFS in a month and then straight to womanmoding. Fuck it, life's too short.
>>43268929i would already be worse than this
>>43267625This I wouldn't recommend hrt unless you can back it up with ffs
