i've been on /tttt/ for quite awhile but recently i've started asking myself what i'm actually getting out of all of this. i spend a stupid amount of time on here nowadays and my social life is nearly nonexistent, i feel like shit about myself and i don't know if i'll ever find security while staying in these spacesi used to walk my neighbors dogs every morning/afternoon through the fall and into the winter, i used to have a job, i used to have friends irl, until i started using these spaces. i'm so dysphoric, so insecure about my body and self image, and this all only makes it worse. since December most of that's fallen off.i live in a good state, have supportive parents, am getting surgeries, yet im still so unhappy.the breaking point is turning 20 and how i was too insecure to even go outside with my family and friends. not only that but this past month i've missed 3 different events bc i care so fucking much about the way i look. the day after my bday i injected myself with some shit that would make me skinnier which was such a mistake bcuz i havent been able to eat whatsoever.sorry if this doesn't fit in with the rest of the board, just wanted to share this. bye for now
>>43260840Good for you nona
>>43260840I'll miss you. Be well.
>>43260840>since December>i live in a good state, have supportive parents, am getting surgeries>breaking point is turning 20fuck off youngshit
