like i’m a loser mentally ill 20yo still living with my parents in a rural shithole. i have literally no talents and dropped out of high school. the only thing i have going for me is being a kinda conventionally attractive twinkhon so atp i’m just considering whoring out to chasers and gay men so i can move to the city :/
>>43262861Finish your education
>>43262861Study to become an electrician and you'll be future proof
>>43262886yeah i plan on going to trade school, tho for something else. i’ll still need to somehow support myself while studying there idk
>>43262886yeah i plan to go to trade school, tho for smth else. i’ll still need to support myself while there idk
>>43262861Nothing, even with a fancy coding job you’ll only have 4k after taxes and 2800 after rent
>>43262861move in with mesame situation same region but have decent cash flow
>>43262861escorting>>43262933>tranny going to trade schoolridiculous sequence of words
>>43262861I was about to say finish your education and to to college, but realistically what can even a normie do in America?Blue collar isn't exactly a sector known for their love for the queers.On the other hand you have to pay gorillion dollars for a chance at finishing college in the states.Rn I'm pursuing education after having worked blue collar for approx a year, but I live in Europe and so it's financially within my reach.I'd say learn stem if you ever do choose higher education
>>43262861im 29 and ive never worked, how the fuck do you people get jobs. how do you have plans or hope for anything
>>43263399same, how do you fill your time?
>>43264106mostly i doomscroll, i spend a lot of time ruminating about the future and how all my options seem bad or like not enough. i also fear the necessary interactions to making progress, like job interviews, phone calls, etc. to the point of panic that makes me avoid doing the things im desperate to do. all the jobs i ever applied to were minimum wage and rejected me.
>>43263399>>43264106>>43264431Try an online degree program. That's what I did to escape neetdom
>>43262861same situationi do random bullshit on the internet. i post slop on youtube now
>>43262861become a housewife to a handsome man with good job prospects, then use his money to finish your education.
>>43264431i've tried to limit my doom scrolling. i mostly "play" games now. i don't get much enjoyment out of them anymore, it's kind of just a means to pass the time. i end up ruminating a lot as well and that's really when my mental starts to unravel. i can't even begin to imagine myself in a job interview. how the hell could i ever explain myself? i'm in a situation now where i am having to do more phone calls. its tough but i feel like i'm getting a little more confident. idk i just feel so so so alien. i'm trying to get into therapy now to maybe have a shot at "reintegrating" into society but i feel like it's just going to take too long. are you able to atleast get out a little bit?>>43264543i didn't even finish highschool, all i've got is my ged which was over 10 years ago at this point. i don't really know how i would be able to handle real academics. it feels like my mental faculties have declined significantly over the years.
>>43264664giw, i kinda doubt the kind of man able and willing to support a housewife would opt for a twinkhon tranny lol
>>43262861Find a chaser
