>growing up>learning about masturbation>try it, hand wrapped around dick up and down>nothing, no joy, no pleasure>assume i’m broken>many days and many tries later, give up and fall face first into pillow hand still wrapped around dick>contemplating if i’m just not ever gonna have sex with a woman>start grinding a little against the bed>feels nice>throw my butt up in the air a little everytime>electric tingle everywhere in my body while doing this>cum >wtf did i just do>start doing this more often>learn that guys can fuck guys>imagine a guy on top of me pushing into me grinding me into the bed>diamonds>imagine him calling me a good girl>diamonds plusis this like, my unique experience or did any other trannies also get off like this?
>>43263265First time I came I was like >:( thats it? hats the big deal??
>>43263265i always wanted to put things in my butt was too scared i could damage it..
>>43263265Did u learn about masturbation at 20 or
>>43263265how old are you nigga
>>43263265I imagined having sex with a man and broke down crying and praying to not be gay so y'know not too uncommon
>>43263265its a common symptom of a terminal bottom brain
>>43263265First time I jerked off I was like 8 years old. It was to an old Winnie the Pooh cartoon, during a scene where stuffed elephants and weasels are dancing through pools of honey, their bodies rapidly changing in size and shape as well as gender signifiers. There are several moments where they get drenched in sticky globs of honey, covering their faces and bodies, obscuring their features. It was much easier to do on my front as well, although I had no conception of what sex was at the time.Sex, masturbation, and a person’s sense of self are weird. *shrug*The idea of only trying to masturbate after hearing about from other people rather than stumbling onto it on your own is very foreign to me.
>>43263265I've had phimosis since I was a kid so I never jacked off. All I ever do is rub it a bit against my bed and that's it. My stomach is fragile so I rarely have the courage to put stuff there.
>>43263265almost the same, before having my first time with a girl, i didnt like doing it with my hand soo i just tuck it then hump a pillow or something also sometimes wore panties when i did it. i think i did this when i was 12 and up untill my first time. i did not know i was trans or maybe was just very in denial. Anyways trooned out after she broke up with me and got my libido nuked with hormones but im going back to how i originally did it plus now trying stuff with my behind.
>>43263265The first time I ever orgasmed, it was when I used a underwater massage jet that are in some indoor pools. It was when I was around 10 and had no idea about anything sexual. I first tried using it to massage my back, but it was kinda painful because my arms were so short so I had almost no distance from it. I then turned around, trying to see whether it could massage my belly, but the water just pushed me away into the perfect angle for the jet to spray directly into my nether regions. It was a sensation I've never felt before, so I just kept that position until I orgasmed. Almost drowned in the pool because of how intense it was. When I tried to masturbate at home, I tried replicating it by rubbing my hips on the bed, but it was too much effort and it started to hurt cause I was basically burning myself. Afterwards I tried "regular" masturbation, and felt barely anything
when i was little i started masturbating by grinding up against a counter while everything was tucked into some underwear>>43264238then i started using the water from a bath faucet on my little pp to stimulate itnow that i'm post op i want to try that again but i'm scared if i get anything in my vagina hole
