I think I tricked myself into wanting to be a woman despite not being trans just because most women look better than men. This disparity only really exist because most men have horrible hygiene though.I definitely don't have the mind or heart of a woman, and that will always remain immediately obvious to anyone. Nor do I have the capabilities to integrate into society as one, even if I were to pass perfectly.There's literally no reason for me to want to be a woman. Such a desire only invites misery into my life, plus I'd make a great man. All I need is to come back to the baseline where I didn't mind being a man. There must be a way to go back to how I was after all. There's no such thing as a one way road in life, right?
>>43271234just take the e
>>43271479And the D
>>43271479I'm a man.>>43271512And I don't like men sexually
>>43271578Boo on all counts
>>43271234just be a feminine male on estrogen.gender is made up
>>43271234same I know I don’t want to be a woman, I know I’m not trans and yet I can’t get these thought patterns out of my head
>>43271234everyone gets uglyugly women are invisiblepretty men are considered gayyou will look better if you looksmaxx as either gender. pick the gender you like.transition if you want to. stop overthinking it. sexuality has nothing to do with it.> can i go back to not having dysphoriayou'd be the first, even christcuck schizos admit to having it still>i'm not fembraineddo fembrained shit then. learn. it's fun. make a pinterest>no reason to want toperson who just listed a reason.>only invites miseryperson who is already miserable bc she's not.>i [would] make a great manwould you>there's no such thing as a one way roaddepends on what it is.
>>43271234Op’s a Theymab
>>43271659enbies don’t exist
>>43271587I agree, except that I'm glad I don't sexually like men>>43271589Money is made up too>>43271622It sucks, doesn't it?
>>43271627>everyone gets uglyeveryone ages, but not everyone gets ugly>ugly women are invisible that has some upsides >pick the gender you likethere's no reason for me to like either>sexuality has nothing to do with itthat's debatable>you'd be the first, even christcuck schizos admit to having it still I never claimed to be dysphoric. I just want to go back to not caring about any of this>do fembrained shit then. learn. it's fun. make a pinterest doing fembrained stuff makes me feel disgusting about myself. I don't have an affinity for it>person who just listed a reasonwhat reason >person who is already miserable bc she's notI'm good at making myself miserable over nothing>would youI did, before all of this>depends on what it istrue ig, but you know what I mean
>>43271234>There's no such thing as a one way road in life, right?I think there are some one way roads, but this isn’t one!>come back to the baseline where I didn’t mind being a manDo you mind the idea of being a man now? Why?
>>43271918>I think there are some one way roads, but this isn’t one! except srs ig>Do you mind the idea of being a man now? Why?to be honest, I don't really know. I just feel hollow and soulless. It's not reasonable for me to think that being a man is the issue, but I also can't seem to separate one from the other. I'm almost certain I just believe the grass is greener on the other side. Not referring to believing that life is easier as a woman, but rather more worthwhile
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>>43272165>I just feel hollow and soullessmost people do, and if they don't, it hits them at middle age. it's because they find no purpose beyond their personal comforts, they just seek pleasure or comfort for themselves and nothing else. a hollow exercise because people seek meaning beyond themselves even if they think they don't.trooning out is a nice distraction when the emptiness hits, but even if you transition, you'll still end up back to a lack of fulfillment sooner or later. now with age and death and nonexistence looming in the horizon.the only two solutions to the void is:(a) raising a family and being active even in the twilight years as a grandparent (don't think it's a minor detail...life moves fast and humans live long now and at least 1/3 of your life will be spent as "old person")(b) a spiritual or religious path (because family isn't strong /stable enough of a foundation for some people or they might not have any kids)If you have neither of these you are in for a life full of chasing things you think will make you fulfilled but will lose their appeal when the dopamine hits begin to weaken and wane, and you'll be back where you started but worse because you're a little older, a little less energeticfocusing on the "me" only grants temporary relief, and it often creates more problems than it solves when it becomes an obsession.
