How do I develop "male gaze" as a repper? I want to look at women and think about dating and having sex with them. Instead I envy their beauty, their hair and clothes, I wonder what living as one would be like. It's getting really distressing.
>>43271729Just date men you would date them anyways if you would actually transitioned imagine having a big strong man holding you making you feel so warm in the middle of winter…
>>43271729inject T until you start obsessing over women in a normal straight male way
>>43271762TRT has never made any man more straight. But it has in fact made some men more gay.
>>43271761Why do you think I am gay, is it not obvious I am into women (too much)?
Do NoFap for 50 to 60 days. There will be a phase where you have no urges, then one where you wanna suck dick and then youll reach the phase where you wanna fuck every woman you see.
>>43271806It’s not obvious tbhon you just dysphoric and wish you were a young hot girl instead of just dating said girl you’re just so diluted by your dysphoria that you think you’re the just the standard for sexual attraction
>>43271810I did 100 days once, it's insane state to be in.
>>43271837You just sound* omfg im so stupid
>>43271839I'm currently on day 35, whats day 100 like?
>>43271837>wish you were a young hot girl instead of just dating said girlI don't think that's what dysphoria is.
>>43271860Well that’s how you experience it I experienced it in a different way from you desu
>>43271859I just orgasmed in my sleep and it wasn't even a hot dream.
>>43271893I already have that but i rather meant what the state of mind is like. I already feel really good.
>>43271904I think the pressure just keeps rising and falling until your body just lets it out. The benefits don't last.
>>43271888How do you experience it?
>>43272144Oh you know just feeling shitty about my body like hating all of body hair i hate how big my hands and feet are i think my face just looks too male and there’s no hope of ever passing and my ribcage is too wide and i don’t even feel like a human just an alien in some random human body you know how it goes
>>43272335I try to ignore my body lol
>>43272349I remember i did that 4 3 months and when i looked at a mirror i couldn’t even recognize myself or i guess this body
