its so mortifying that injecting my estrogen actually makes me feel giddy. I am a very rational and cynical person. I don't believe in this HRT is magic stuff. I think most babytrans are cringe. So injecting just, like, some stupid hormone, i feel like such a dork loser as i suddenly feel really good. its like a warmth spreading through my body and i start smiling a little. I SWEAR i am NOT psyopped, this is happening against my will, i wouldnt tell a fucking soul in real life. Im too cool and aloof for this shit to be affecting me in such a way.
You're fucking brain raped, giving yourself estrogen doesn't ferl like anything it isn't heroin...
>>43276548that's what I'm saying! There is no way this should be affecting me in such a way. It must be some subconscious meme i have internalized.
>>43276536cute
>>43276536giwtwm
>>43276639i am an adult i cant be doing this>>43277249i think it might be due to the high dosage. surely its just mood swings or something
>>43277510You think adults can't be happy?
>>43277510>i think it might be due to the high dosage.Unless you’re on estradiol benzoate, it takes a while for it to actually raise your levels. Like it takes a day or two for it to actually peak after injecting depending on ester, and the rise doesn’t start immediately after injecting.It is 100% solely a mental thing. I wish I could feel this joy, even if it isn’t real. But I’m an ACTUAL joyless cynical asshole unlike you, poser.
>>43278528It just feels so silly, im just doing my medicine>>43278562im doing estradiol valerate, weekly intramuscular, high dosage
The way you type proves you're not like you described at all, fuck off with this larp.
>>43278821let me rephrase, i have through the power of sheer autism skinwalked the aesthetic of being aloof and cool like how guys pretend to be the dude from Drive, this is ruining my whole deal
>>43279086>>43278821
>>43276536You are fucking retarded, you are not injecting estrogen, you're injecting estradiol. Estradiol manages all kinds of processes in your body and body and it's obviously going to affect how you feel you fucking retarded scum
>>43279112estradiol is the primary form of estrogen
>>43276536Naw get fucked, I always felt great when I took the gel, and when I got my subdermals in I felt amazing for the rest of the day. There's an instantaneous euphoria when your levels suddenly spike.
>>43279113Nobody injects estrogen. You are low IQ and deserve to suffer.
>>43279127estradiol is estrogen
>>43276536This gave me a boner I bench press 315lb for reps btw
>>43276536nona your e is laced
>>43276536most people have a hormone deficiency due to diet and lifestyle. its why T or E greatly boosts their energy and emotional state, irrespective of gender (many women feel great on T, for example, and they're not even trans)
>>43278562Valerate works quickly. Not op but my mood corresponds to my levels. feel really good at my peak. but obviously just some placebo
>>43276536your male brain thinks you got a gf. usually e would get absorbed into your system from the tip of your penis during intercourse, tongue kisses, cuddles (from her sweat), etc. so it releases reward signals. obviously that's not what's happening here though
>>43276536interesting, i am what you pretend to be but im not blogging about it
>>43276536This is actually so wholesome
>>43279127this is obviously bait but i like the image of:>guy who's homicidally pedantic about one thing not being considered another thing, not realizing that it's just a subclassification>>43280913do people actually believe this lol
>>43276536Does it make your little dick clitty or boypussy feel funny?
>>43276536yeah
>>43276536good girl
>>43288854faggot
>>43276536Because your killing the male inside of you who has held your true self hostage for years.
>>43279626low key how is that even possible? i can do 5 reps with 30 kg and it takes everything i have to do that
>>43276639>>43279626>>43288854Why?
>>43276536i get it too and apparently it's a pretty common thing, endorphins i thinki like italso idk if you're being serious but you type like an edgy 16 year old lol
>>43276536this whole tsundere mef larp posting genre is literally the worst thing i can imagine i really hate you people
