feeling too sad to type this properlytl;dr: why continue if ywnbaw>be me>hrt at 18>manmoder nearly 8 years>make no progress or effort to transition>live in deep red area>too scared, lazy, autistic, risk averse, change averse, depressed, whatever to transition for real>any happy day is undercut by the fact iwnbaw>seeing transition timelines fills me with despair>entire world, normie and trans, passing me by as i rot in my room>everything feels hopeless as i will never be a womanwhat does anyone in similar situation do when extra depressed/dysphorichow to cope with those extra hard dayshow to continue living in general if life only seems like it will get worse
>>43277103for clarity i got on hrt at 8 and manmoded away my early 20sam 26 now
>>43277103>manmoder nearly 8 yearsare u retarded have u considered NOT being retarded? like fr the fuck have you been doing for EIGHT YEARS
>>43277211>2018 to 2020College and manmoding in all male dorm>2020 to 2022Finished degree online. Didn't really go out.>2022 to 2026Working different jobs while living as a male.
>>43277211>>manmoder nearly 8 years>are u retarded>the fuck have you been doing for EIGHT YEARSnot op, but also like 8 years hrt.yes, i am retarded, and i've been a neet the entire time. im so cooked mentally, i think its over
>>43277103> 8 years HRT> manmodingdo you not have tits or what? i don't get it
same except ive been manmoding for half the time and im about to start getting surgeries while still manmoding
>>43277103nigga u can't still look like a man if you started hrt at 18 and was 8y on it, just girlmode already
>>43277211nta, but also manmoding a bit over a year now. i'm 6' and fat, also getting dental work done with surgery, so probably at least a couple years before ffs or anything. i look like a dude with moobs, although a lot younger and better than before. also finishing uni this year. would never pass before i lose weight
>>hrt at 18>>manmoder nearly 8 yearsBASEDgiwtwm
>manmoded 8 fucking years.>didn't put any fucking effort in.>complains about not being a woman...what did you fucking expect eh? surely you didn't think that the pills would do all the work right?
>>43279792what exact effort dym?
>>43277103Even entertaining the notion of changing gender was a mistake. Giving false hope to mentally ill people. It's sick.
>>43277103Because there is more to life than being obsessed with your gender. Hard to believe in this day and age and the what social media tells you, but it's true.
>>43279819Well, as i've got older, i've started to consider most humans mentally ill, some are just better at hiding it.
>>43279808Dressing like a woman, skin care, hair care, voice training, make up, presenting as female... The everything.
