who are you on the inside, /lgbt/? how do you view yourself and what is the mental image that comes up whenever you happen to think about your existence? picrel is mine
>>43278298
>>43278298a dog that is laying on the floor whimpering while its being kicked over and over again
this is me
>>43278298>how do you view yourself and what is the mental image that comes up whenever you happen to think about your existencei genuinely struggle to form a mental image of myself. i am nearing 30 and have zero understanding of what my "self" is, to the point that I am assigned by my therapist to come up with any vague definition i can. its been months and i still have no clue
>>43278497me either but in my experience thinking about your "self" is only going to make it more confusing, you find out who you are by doing stuff and not overthinking it.
>>43278517>you find out who you are by doing stuff and not overthinking it.i guess thats the problemdespite how old i am, im still a complete hikkineet with zero relationship experience.if i don't think about it, i do nothing.if i think about it, it stresses me out, i spiral, then do nothing.i cannot understate how few interests i have : /
>>43278298just some guy. with mental problems
>>43278298>how do you view yourself and what is the mental image that comes up whenever you happen to think about your existence?When I was a kid, these panels from I Feel Sick always lived in my head rent free. Devi is so beautiful in them. Whenever I thought about what kind of person I wanted to be I would think about her sitting on her bed here.
>>43278639>Whenever I thought about what kind of person I wanted to be I would think about her sitting on her bed here.surprisingly wholesome ngl
>>43278298i dont know at all
At the risk of sounding edgy, the honest answer is that I don't know because I waited too long and now she's dead.
>>43281310yeah..
When I was a very young child I would say that I am an angel sent by God to save the world
this is how i feel after 4 years of hrt
I'm a roiling black void inside, something alien and misfit that frays and corrodes the very fabric of our reality by existing
>>43281579Average femboy/boymoder>>43278298A man who got the shaft and got groomed into thinking of himself as a tranny. I don’t really think about myself so idk, but sometimes in my dreams I’m a big tittied tallish goth with my own face
>>43278298Brad Armstrong but in a chaser way.
>>43278298the inner me is a pretty girl. She used to cry alot but she's getting better at living nowI almost lost her through years of neglect. Never again
>>43278371same twin
>>43281539are you saving the world nona
>>43278517thisthe self is a verb not a noun>>43278549try adjectives to describe yourself instead of nounsnouns are a trap
>>43278298i see myself as the dragon on the qing dynasty flag
>>43278298In my head most of it is just a white plane of nothingness. I exist as a Black humanoid silhouette. Only scleras are white.>>43266003She is a white silhouette with black spirals.
>>43278298gotta go to therapy first but I'll see if I can draw something later if the thread is still up
Princess Celestia>working in the sun>manage multiple mini ecosystems at once>appear to age slower than others>physically different from a lot of others in the room>argue with little sister who stays up all night
There is nothing inside me but self loathing. I don’t know what it looks like
>>43278298I am a doll dressed in frilly outfits and I have a feature where sometimes I pee and you can put a diaper on me and change me like a real baby.
>>43282445I can't even save myself
Agnus Dei but I'm a chud pooner irl. Im working on getting closer to what I want though.
I usually think of my head containing lots of levers and lots of little people inside it who represent different parts of me (happy, sad, gay, ect) running around and fighting each other for control of them and whoever gets there first or beats everyone else controls what i do until they are deposed by someone else.It's like Inside Out, but with more stab wounds and mental illness!I don't really know what i am, though, and i don't really have a solid self image of my body.It's fun, try it sometime.
>>43283660how are you working on getting closer to being agnus dei
>>43278298kind of just a flat grey plane of nothing
>>43278298A staticky silhouette draped over the shoulders of my physical self.
i can’t only imagine myself as a robot or some sort of war automata. think a faced mechon from xenoblade (metal face especially), or the magitek infantry from ffxv. don’t know but that’s what i see whenever i think about my existence or whatever. picrel. i genuinely imagine myself having a body similar to this but with having long, sharp claws that can slide through and skewer soft flesh like a hot knife through butter
t. ftm
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>>43287981
>>43278298I'm a pink-haired catgirl princess-knight
