Graduated high school in 2014. People joked that I'd be a school shooter. I didn't really have any friends. I was definitely weird but I don't know why people got that vibe from me, I was just sad and alone, not angry or bitter or mean. I stayed up all night on the internet because that was where my friends were. Slept through school. I didn't even know that trans people existed until I was 18, I just thought something was fundamentally wrong with me and my body and that I was broken in some fundamental way.

im class two fousan an eight and i hated it so i went to college instead with this program thingy they had, then i forgot to do my sats and college looked expensive so i just worked in bars and restarurants and stuff till i learned ai, now im unemployed! yay!

i am the only transbian in the universe without any romantic options.

>>43284878
>what was your highschool experience like nona?
Im a low IQ highschool dropout

>>43285096
ew

>>43285052
hi, i am a romantic option

>>43285141
where are you located?

>>43284878
I graduated in 2023. Highschool fucking sucked and being a dual credit student made it even worse

I wish I was pretty enough for the dolls I see on grindr

>>43285164
realistically, not where you are located

>Qott:

First two years I didn't know trannies existed yet so I was just a disassociating miserable sod

At 16 I was finally relieved of that burden and started hrt soon after learning about trannies but I was still social inept and a coward so I just low effort crossdressed boymoder which was so cringe and came off as perverted in hindsight, versus committing to full fagmode.

Still crushingly lonely I joined all the nerd clubs to cope, I was good enough to becomeleadership but never made any close connections.

A few girls asked me out but I never felt comfortable indulging them. One had a fetish for school shooters and said I looked like one in particular which was soul crushing...

I had a crush on one boy for mutiple years but never got to spend enough time with to create a rapport.

>>43285301
not very much of a viable option then, is it?

>>43285226
They’re probably retarded and straight
>>43285355
That sucks nona

>>43284878
utterly miserable except for choir. Gender dysphoria was hitting hard except I didn't have a word for it so I just thought I was crazy and didn't dare to tell anyone about how I was feeling

>>43285438
>They’re probably retarded and straight
This. They might let you take them on a date. They might even hook up with you, but you'll be nothing but a fling to them, as they only envision men as their only long term options.

>>43285437
just e-date

>>43285719
it's dumb. i've tried it. when faces are revealed, either i'm not attracted to her or she's not attracted to me.

Stop grooming on discord.

That is all, thank you.

>>43285757
I forgot about the part where no one would be attracted to me, oops

>>43285815
>trying to find an adult transbian girlfriend as an adult is grooming

>>43284878
it was average? I was a popular smart kid and only hangout with girls, the two girlfriends I had clocked that I wasn't a guy immediately and they both broke up with me for the same reason "dating you feels like I'm dating a girl", had a few drama and it was the last time I dated a guy too but nothing impressive

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Can we talk about good vns

>>43286087
>good vns
no such thing

>>43286106
>has never played euphoria

>>43286087
I've never played VNs, how do I even get into them?

>>43286132
what's the appeal? not judging you i get that some people like rough stuff but that vn just strikes me as deeply mean spirited

>>43286087
only vn i've played is hotel dusk

>>43286160
Its the poop

gonna be honest some vn should really just be books, even if they end up being mediocre. like I'm not sitting in front of my pc for 50 hours reading umineko, just give a 400 pages book

>>43286189
this is why vns on handhelds is best way to read them

>>43285668
Exactly!
>>43286087
Only good VN is Dramatical Murder

>>43284878
Pretty shit. I was super depressed and didn't know it was gender dysphoria. I had one best friend, but she moved away freshman year.

>>43286906
What’s your life like now nona? Is it any better?

>>43286958
Well, I was depressed for another 7 years. I chickened out of shooting myself and decided to ghost my entire family and run away. I thought it would be easier on my family if I did end up killing myself later, that they wouldn't know about it. Depressed for another 5 years. Finally started HRT a year ago, and now I'm actually starting to feel pretty okay. It could be because I'm aligning more with my preferred gender, but I genuinely feel like my body really doesn't like testosterone.

>>43287201
You’re an ftm?

>>43287264
No I'm mtf. I just mean it like, when the estrogen reduced my testosterone levels, my suicidal ideation and my depression just kinda went away. I still kinda hate a lot about myself, but that's a work in progress.

>>43287359
Sorry I just got confused, most trannies hate testosterone it’s like a poison to our bodies. I keep my mine really low if I can help it

>>43284878
Dating is so impossible....I tried dating men and it was so fucking garbage. But now it feels like I can't even find a woman I connect with. Anyone I find that I like the vibe of she lives across the world. Maybe I should just install a shitty dating app and give myself brain damage

>>43287442
Are you going to interesting social events to meet people?

>>43287442
There is always the option to give up and resign yourself to being assimilated into a puppy girl polycule.

>>43287496
Are those like actual things?

>>43287514
sadly and disgustingly, yes. how do you think hons get laid?
think like all the ugly dudes from high school anime club, but they're all ugly trannies and think that they're adult babies, animals (dogs, cats, bunnies, ponies, dragons, etc) a ninja clan, a spritual cult, a communist commune, the list goes on.

>>43287567
Polyamory and open relationships have always been really icky to me so all of that tracks I guess

>>43284878
>qott

Went into highschool with no friends because of stupid 8th grader drama having my whole fg drop me, got into a pretty bad relationship in sophmore year and mentally broke me so i dropped out (like 2022) and then spent a year in homeschool/psych wards and now im in college doing much better and a year early

>>43287650
>dropping out in 2022
damn i feel old ;.;

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>>43284878
>>qott: what was your highschool experience like nona?
came in as chuddy eboy, met woke transmasc theyfab gf, got woke, got trans. Never diyed or did anything cus i was too depressed, esp when she broke up with me and i couldnt handle that.

basically b-c student at the smart kids school and androgyny/twinkmoded

>>43287650
I’ve just had this Calypso it is fucking minging, paradise punch lemonade it is fucking minging.

>>43286054
Damn gigasoul passer over here

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>>43284878
>>qott: what was your highschool experience like nona?

Seclusion, delusion, weight lifting, stoicism. A few women crushing on me, approaching me, ignoring them due to some complex of grandiosity. Women trying to annoy me by talking to me, some women thinking I'm a psycho because I talk so little, they were probably right. I'm at least some shade of cluster B mixed in with autism and schizo magical thinking, yet am able to blend in as a normie quite well.

Im already schizo enough to believe that im a woman so frotting is a lesbian thing for me

>want to top GF
>am post-OP
>PP was unuseable to begin with (intershit)
Should I get myself a strap-on or a more advanced fake cock?

>>43285052
I haven't been touched in 15 years. You dont even know what not having options looks like.

>>43284878
gimme my tranny boymoder please, ill love her

>>43289168
Why boymoder? She'll have to girlmode someday anon

>>43289183
im too ugly for a passoid
>She'll have to girlmode someday anon
its okay ill help with that

>>43284878
For the QOTT, my high school experience was...something. I kind of had a double life thing going where I had a bunch of friends online as well as an online girlfriend, but I also made friends in person and by the second half of high school I was going out around town with friends all week and especially on Fridays we would all gather at the mall.

Also my online and IRL friends all interacted on my live journal. I'm really not a social butterfly so it's weird to look back on those days but they're good memories now.

>>43289194
it's kind of from the wrong place if you're thinking of boymoders as an easier option bc you're insecure about dating passers?
I think u need to get more self love anon.

>>43289241
what
i just select people with close level of appearance
is that bad?

>>43289313
when you put it like that no...
thinking boymoders r an easier option tho could be kinda mean? bc everyone's just trying their best right...
IDK forget it anon I'm too hungover

>>43289346
nyo they're harder.. usually men like me more, getting a girl is hard, but i like women much more than men
hungover? i hope ure okay...

>>43289406
hm men liking me is pretty rare only creepy ones really, usually they tell me I look really young and ugh.
mostly trans women who think im cute nowadays THANKFULLY because they're beautiful.
Also yeah I'm good I was drinking w my besties :>

>>43289567
i wish i had besties..
yeah onlt ugly old men like me, thats my dating pool, maybe i should just accept this..

>>43289584
Nope get urself a gf anon u only have one life so never settle

>>43284878
Primary: Basically fine. Befriended many boys and girls.
Secondary: Male puberty kicked in. Had a number of extremely toxic male friends who bullied me. Wanted to die every single day. Bullied like crazy by people who were not said "friends", too. Lot of burying my sorrows in video games. Started jerking off a lot to exclusively lesbian erotic fiction. Did not really talk about this enough to anyone to learn it was unusual. No inkling I might want to be a girl; did not really think this was possible.
Senior: Moved to a different country. Ditched toxic "friends". Became a rightoid chud. Treated well but everything felt hollow. Kept trying to hit on cis lesbian classmates. Once attempted to hit on straight girl, who was left perplexed by the fact I tried to wax poetic about the twilit sky around her as a form of courtship.
University: Kind of the same thing. Successfully cold opened several girls, which made me feel like a rapist. I went home and cried and did not pursue them. Met my first female transgender friends, to whom I possessed an inexplicable magnetic attraction, though not necessarily sexual in nature. Actually did get a number of girlfriends, in relationships I failed to maintain. Had an early tranny awakening, and decided to repress for the next 7-8 years.

>>43289162
i’ve never had a gf as a woman and have never experienced t4t

>>43285052
I'm a transbian without any romantic options, in fact, I love someone who doesn't love me back and if I were to ask her to do anything together she would decline and has declined every invitation for some years. I should move on but that's not how my brain works.

>>43284878
>what was your highschool experience like nona?
Graduated in 2014 before transitioning i got mistaken for a girl and asked out for a couple times then I got on hrt and boymoded but I did voice training and didn't hide my boobs so people gave me weird looks

i’m sick and my belly hurts and i have to rub my own belly because i don’t have a gf

>tfw no buff hung tall top gf

I wish I was attractive enough for a reddit sneedhon but even that's out of my grasp

im ngl as transbien, gen title feels so forced. We used to have /tlg/

I was mostly just friends with weird cis lesbians. we were like really into homestuck and vampires and yaoi and enstars

>>43290546

I did transition at like 14 tbf

>>43290546
That's based, though

Highschool sucked, but it was better than middle school, at least. But now I'm in my mid 20s and need to make out with trans women

>>43290537
I was just going with what I remembered desu

>>43289134
Strap spunds fine

>>43289679
how to get it?

I actually had a blast in high school. I went to a gifted school for autistic kids. I had a best friend I was lowkey crushing on that I set up my schedule to share every class with. By junior year I had 2 main friend groups, the girls who I was effectively the "straight" gay best friend and my best friend's guy friends. I went to a lot of parties and my parents felt bad for me socially bc of my autism so they bought me a shitload of weed, like a zip or 2 every month, so here I am at 16 sitting on a shitload of weed and getting high every day with my friends and gossiping with that one really cunty english teacher. I figured out a loophole with my grades and I was so autistic that all I had to do was pay attention in class and do the classwork and do well on the exams, and the fact I took so many AP classes that each AP class had a weighted GPA and grade so I effectively didn't do any homework the last 2 years of high school. The program I was in was a heavily funded subdivision of a really shitass public school so the school had a policy that let us basically leave early or come in late if we have enough credits to graduate. My best friend and I skipped ahead of so many fucking classes that by senior year we went to school for 3 and a half hours a day. We went in at 9 and left at 12:30 to go get high in my back yard. I had 4 classes and played poker with my commie math teacher at lunch. my senior year I dated a popular girl from a small private school and my best friend also dated another girl from the same school so we got access to their entire friend group. her parents were so fucking awesome and let me live over there and bought me clothes and fed me and her brothers were really fun to hang out with. Her parents would buy us cases of white claws and I'd bring weed and we'd have parties every week. Ended up burning out when I had to leave it all behind. My only regret was repping. I used to joke to everyone that I'd make a cute trap and I wish I'd just trooned.

>>43290892
This would be extremely cool and the best highschool experience someone could have if it wasn’t probably a larp

>>43287460
No I don't get out enough to meet people. I'm too anxious to approach people and make friends, I've had people approach me but I think I bore them eventually in messages.
>>43287496
I'll never join a polycule. But id maybe date a puppy girl if our interests lined up and we got on.

>>43290546
My group consisted of juggalos, goths, and punks. We used to leave school in the middle of the day and go see movies or just run around town at all hours of the night.

>>43291433
That’s real unfortunately
>>43291460
That sounds pretty cool, are you still friends with those type of people today?

>>43284878
everyone hated me i failed all classes and i dropped out after half a year

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>>43284878
uhhh??? hs experience???
if I recall I was enrolled but they didn't want to boot me cos they feared drawing attention from school inspectors or w/e
besides I was too busy worrying about finding secure living tbqh

>>43291571
Did your parents kick you out?

>>43291587
basically ig, pretty common story tbqh

>>43291638
You transitioned in highschool?

>>43291695
the internet barely existed back then, and I lived in a foreign country where I could barely speak the language, and already had attention from cops and child services on me thanks to family
doctors said I needed parental permission to even get a referral so that was kinda a bust
hence I only 'technically' attended hs

>have massive crush on someone who has been my bestie since middle school (we both trooned)
>She's def also into me but im too dense/scared to see it sometimes, tho we def flirt
>Did drugs together and cuddled and then went back to being scared
>Ask her gf where tf she is at in terms of attraction
>Get told that she's been waiting for me to make a move for months, and that her gf has even tried to like create situations where we're alone together
I invited her over to play magic and offered to print out a deck for her, if I can help it it'll probably be the first time we've hung out alone in a long time and im frankly terrified. Im not asking for advice but Idk how to make the move and while im finally confident in it I am scared and cant really talk to anyone else abt it

>>43291756
Hmm I think it’s interesting when you divulge information like this. I learn new things about you everyday

>>43291803
Take it slow and steady, and let here come onto you.

>>43291811
it's not exactly new tho, it used to be the primary basis of harassment by anons
'oh not even ur family loves u just die' etc etc
but these days my mom cries and says she wishes it had been different, I tell her she can't change it or make up for it so w/e
kinda vindicated but still have trust issues w/ ppl and scared of depending on others tbqh

>>43291852
That sucks. Harper used some stuff like that I had said about my mom against me and made out to be a bad person

>>43291820
Yeah, I think the strat even with knowing she wants me to make a move (I got told I could hit lmao) is to take it like really slow and steady. I've been told that the cuddling/closeness was something she like directly from her so like idk, maybe thats the way to start? I dont think I go any further than that when we hangout at least rn

>>43291933
Her girlfriend sounds like a cuck lowkey lmfao that’s mean, I shouldn’t say that

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>>43291931
yeh, I'm not really going to get involved in that, hurt ppl hurt ppl and all that
at this stage I also moved on from my own trauma, u can't change stuff, and u can only work w/ what u have
like if someone tells u later 'oh they tried to screw w/ u but failed and now they're growing old and so sorry' then it just doesn't really hit that hard ngl

>>43291998
That’s the only thing you really can do

>>43291973
Nah its just kinda been a thing for a hot minute and both her gf and her theyfab partner have been shipping us since like idk we make each other happy and stuff. I was once told by the enby that they wouldnt mind me in the polycule. She is a big fan of being a voyeur tho so idk what do ik about these freaks

>>43292067
Ew

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>>43292079

I'm the transbian without dating options, yes, I'm the real transbian without dating options
All you other transbians without dating options are just imitating
So won't the real transbian without dating options please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?
'Cause I'm the transbian without dating options, yes, I'm the real transbian without dating options
All you other transbians without dating options are just imitating
So won't the real transbian without dating options please stand up
Please stand up, please stand up?

>>43292853
I will (e-)date literally any transbian at this point

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>>43291931
i know you are dense and retarded but i also know in this case you are lying. you are a bad person for lying but what makes you as bad as you truly are was saying awful things about everyone including that my uncle should have done a better job raping me as a child and you can’t wait for my head to get blown off. also that you said rapey sexual things to others and involved them in weird roleplays they didn’t want to be in and not to mention have threatened physical violence on others. you have done this well before i was mean to you or said anything about your mom coddling you and you lying about being in school while having another who pays for your transition and gives you a place to live so you can be a rapey muck goblin on here. also i used to wrongly defend you until you broke me by relentlessly insulting me. have fun in your semester that started in april. also again everyone knew how terrible you were before i ever said anything which they were right you have consistently been the most hated person in lesgen rightfully so because you are terrible to everyone and gross

>>43293042
..and gross. you come here and lie about what happened you aren’t a victim and did no campaign against you are just a terrible person and shows time and time again. that’s why you have so much criticism and hate that exist well before i was ever mean to you and when i was wrongly defending you

how comes harlot didn't appear until office made a thread?

>>43293076
i did no campaign*

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>>43293078
i don’t know how you even know this when i didn’t know this and my whole body is 4chan threads.. and i exist here spiritually. your ability to notice synchronicities transcends my own and i dub you the new guardian. care for the little anons please and take care but also schizo irony aside i haven’t been paying attention to offices threads because i moved on and as a guardian who lost their earthly vessel and am now a lowly string monster. also office talking about frierens feet and being rapey herself is really gross too yup yup

>>43292970
not having any options is not the same as having no standards

>>43294291
I am just illustrating that objectively there are options.

>>43294324
how is e-dating an option? even if it is one, it is the absolute shittiest one

I wanna lick frierens feet

>>43294354
>how is this thing I can do an option?

>>43294359
e-dating is a cope

>>43294415
if you would like to continue whining on image boards about your lack of options, be my guest

>>43293164
Can you die already you chud fuck

does anyone have a transbian e-dating guide?
i have never done it, am willing to do it, but don't know how to go about it

>>43294590
don't bother it sucks

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>>43284878
we need u transbians!! our lesbo channel is dead, please help us ur all so based plzzz!!!!

https://discord.gg/gejUmDBzMG

Ok who wants to be my gf
We can go to Machu Picchu together

>>43294590
Depends a lot on how old you are.

>>43294622
what's so terrible about it? seems like the internet is full of transwomen willing to e-date, not just on 4chan
shouldn't the abundant supply of transbians make the dating better?

>>43294697
>what's so terrible about it
ig if you dont mind the constant chest pains every time you remember you can't be with her and never being able to see touch kiss cuddle or fuck your girlfriend go for it

>>43294697
Occasional e-dater here, it's pretty hard to navigate if you don't want to be part of some puppygirl polycule. There is some truth to the notion that you get the worst parts of e-dating combined with the worst parts of transbian culture. But I've met plenty of normal(-ish) women over the years. I mostly just e-date because the local dating pool is tiny and I'm biding my time while I save up the money to move.

>>43284878
>what was your highschool experience like nona?
remembering that I was a repping trans women in 2014 puts my life in perspective. I've lost touch with everyone I use to know though I'm friends with the school drop out who got into a 6 figure paying job after high school.
he's really sensitive, and probably reprising something.

>>43294679
What do u look like

>>43284878
I just went to school, didnt talk to anyone or do anything then went home.
Did that for 5 years.
Currently doing the same at college

>>43294763
that's only if you're a neet/poor/useless and can't fly out/fly her out/relocate

i want a top gf that i can crawl on top of and cover in kisses

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>>43284878

Why does other transbians pretend to not have options when they all mog me to death and back....

>>43296490
if it makes you feel better, i definitely do not mog you - i'm not posting proof, because i don't want to end up in someone's hon folder, but i promise you aren't the worst out there

>>43293042
Are you done splitting? I'm really tired of you
>>43294679
I call dibs

>>43296490
i’m brown and ugly 0 options
you mog me

>>43297323
rapehon

>>43297605
i like brown

>>43297648
:(

Just got a quickscope on the game winning kill cam in mw2

How do I get a girl to top me if I'm 6'7"... no one believes that I can't top.

>>43298194
If you're cute then I would do it but I'm 5'5 so you might not think so just based on looking at me. Have you tried just talking to people you like

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>>43297323
i have never split with you. you are just genuinely an awful person and i used to excuse it for you being young and j was wrong to do that. also looking at the archive when you would say rapey shit to others was very eye opening. i was nice to you for months while you were terrible to me and terrible to everyone. you are actually an awful human and a liar. genuine mud hole monster

>>43299218
you seem to have a pattern of defending horrible people

>>43299587
ig so im forgiving and like to assume the best but tiffany is undeniably awful

>>43299218
rape is good though and bpds love to be raped and masturbate to it constantly

>>43299706
harlot definitely has rape fantasies

>>43299749
id rape the bitch til the blood on my dick was the only lube left just to get the slut to stfu

>>43284878
Transwomen should be attracted to cis men.

it disturbs me when trans women are attracted to men

>>43299912
I don't think any women should be with men at all. Only on a case by case basis based on individual males who have demonstrated that they see women as people and not decorations for their life or their bedroom.

>>43299943
you're based and I agree with you!! women should only ever be with women. 99.9% of all men DEFINITELY see women as literal toys or decorations and they can almost never be trusted.

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>>43296302
H-hi .......

>>43299912
It's either that or loneliness...

>>43300053
you know, you don't have to date men. you should date other women

>>43300081
Not a option for me.

>>43299761
tiffany coded

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>>43284878
im not a transbian but i did finish school in 2009
>what was your highschool experience like nona?
it was basically like this but non-sexual

>>43284878
i had friends in freshman/sophomore year of highschool that would put makeup on me and let me wear their dresses. they even took me panty shopping one time. i eventually lost them cause i was a really angry asshole teenager back then.

Qott: I actually was the class of 09. I was a little mall goth loser with an emo gf. She used to buy me eyeliner because I was too embarrassed.

>>43300100
pilled*

>qott: what was your highschool experience like nona?
i got accused of rape then my hs life went downhill from there

>>43285052
me too

>>43285052
>>43289920
>>43289162
>>43285301
just tell at least your country, losers

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>>43284878
recently got out of my first transbian experience, she called it being "exclusive" while doing everything someone does in a relationship, love bombed me then went completely cold for over a month, emotionally manipulated me, went behind my back and moved on with someone days after i broke things off. I tried everything to make stuff work, clear communication, giving her space, being vulnerable with my emotions, is this the normal experience? this has literally traumatized me from ever trying this again.

>>43300423
That's been my general experience with relationships of all kinds..you can't rely on other humans..they will always let you down.

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>>43300377
15 years untouched Nona here. 35 USA Mid-Atlantic

>>43300451
I hugged someone last month and it was the first time I hugged anyone since 2011 lol

>>43300423
Sorry you experienced that anon, I wouldn't say it's the normal experience but it's definitely something most of us have seen or experienced.
Chances are she's looking for relationships to fill some void within herself rather than to be connected to another, those people usually spend years quickly changing partners because it isn't what they really need but they can't or won't face the fact that they aren't mature enough for love.
I've got no idea how to find something that'll last forever...

>>43300452
Lucky.... :(

Gf who will go on pilgrimages w me (not super religious but I like churches and walking)

>>43300451
never kissed someone, held hands with someone, hugged someone, 28 south-east UK. Life be doing it's thing lol

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>>43300461
I think you might be completely right, she was mid 30s with a work from home job which paid extremely well and her days consisted of laying in bed scrolling or talking to sex workers. I assume because she didn't have many friends it was hard for her to socialize normally? and paying sex workers is like buying time from someone idek. But the sad part is i would literally spend entire days with her watching the anime she picked or watching her play whatever game she was playing, got into her hobbies just so i could have more conversations but ultimately i guess it is what it is. She showed very literally interest for my interests or even who i was as a person, so yeah i think your totally right and i was just there to fill some void.

What was so bad about #MeToo again? I spent the last decade half asleep on recreationals so I forgot

>>43300746
hey we're pretty close,, add to tagmap?

>>43300791
I can't be sure because I don't know either of you but it'll be alright anon, you can find someone better when you're ready to do that.
And you'll hopefully know how to avoid people like that.
I think trans women are generally more prone to either being that avoidant type or on the reverse side putting up with more than we ought to, because of our struggles with other people.

>>43290921
Not a larp, people have experiences. Everything has overall sucked for me and I look back on this time fondly minus the unfortunate part where I had to be a man during it. After senior year I hadn't put really any thought into applying to colleges so one of the only ones I got into was really far away. Having to leave my first gf for seemingly no reason for something I didn't give a fuck about made me extremely depressed. We tried to to go long distance but it didn't work and I fell into doing any drugs I could get my hands on. Not long after that we had covid, then I was in an extremely abusive relationship. Only now in my mid 20s since trooning out has my life started to get fun and interesting again but it still feels a little empty. I've highkey become an alcoholic with a sex addiction these days to try and drown out the loneliness and feeling like everything went wrong