How do I get rid of my libido. If I cured this I would not need to repress and I could focus on creating a massive empire instead
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>>43286290I am not putting that in my body>>43286338No
>>43286365If you're such a man, embrace having the sex drive one. Stop being a faggot.
>>43286372Libido is a poison upon my mind. And it doesn't help that when I look up the cute twinks in the porn I watch, that I find that they all have transitioned.
>>43286385join the catholic church as a monk. Also do not be a pastor.
>>43286457I believe in Gnosticism, so that isn't happening. Also a monk would still have a libido
>>43286501convert to the catholicism then. there are no fucking gnostic monks. you have to delude yourself into believing libido and sexual urges are sinful and you will face eternal damnation for acting on them.
>>43286284find sex workers who tolerate your existence and listen to them for a really long time, sex seemed pretty pointless after I did that.
>>43286563This isn't going to work. I tried becoming a Catholic for five years. Ì simply don't believe in it.>>43286602I don't like leaving my house though. I get scared
>>43286284>every man has two sides>Alexander the Great and cottagecore lesbian
>>43287522I am not a lesbian!! Hhhh you can't me transition, you will never break me, my mind is iron
>>43287340>wants to creative a massive empire>too scared to leave the housemade for bullying
>>43288973Bratty bottom material honestly, I will top anon one day. He can be my Sporus.
>>43288956>already types like anons LARPing in /hdg/NGMI
>>43286284You have to troon out so you can achieve trve power in line with your own will
Become a soldier and die on the battlefield. Volunteering in Ukraine/Iran works, the foreign legion only takes in immigrants now.
anon if u need a trannywife to study the great greek tragedies of sophocles and aeschylus with im here
>>43289034But only through deep dissatisfaction will I create a strong empire. If I was happy with my body then it would not happen. But I could live vicariously through my empire instead as though the empire were my body>>43289322I'm physically disabled and can't join any armed forces. But I was not meant for combat, I was meant to be far behind the frontlines, looking at maps, reclining in a chair and sipping expensive champagne. To be 'above' the army, removing the need to be able, and yet still be able to command it: that is what I fantasise about. I want to micromanage troop movements and logistics, as though playing a wargame. I want my name to be as remembered as Genghis Khan. Just the name. Unlike other emperors, it would be forbidden to reproduce my image... much like Muhammad to the Muslims. Yes, no likenesses of me would ever be permitted
>>43289388Nobody respects cripples.
>>43289388>hitler digits fantasizing about being a scheming eunuch>>43289394this desu
>>43289388you have delusions of grandeur. libido is not holding you back. being poor and average is
>>43289388you could be like the tranny version of this guy after America collapseshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zIh44WLmTvc
>>43289388>average total war player
>>43289408I'm not deluded for wanting to rule a fucking massive empire!!>>43289438I was thinking more like Axis and Allies. But yeah. Basically
>>43286284Depression work wonders.
>/lgbt/
>>43292828Thats us!
>>43286365>receives the solution>”no”Did you want help or not
>>43286284finasteride
>>43286284books.
>>43296136I wish I could read
>>43286385>that I find that they all have transitionedlove this clause bc its in the small class of statements that would both impress pretentious people and would also make them cringe
>>43296145comics.visual novels.or if you want like actual literature, a personal matter by kenzoburo oe is pretty short and keeps you along. i dont like how it ends but who gaf.
>>43286284what kind of empire are we talking quing
>>43296194oh and its not goonslop, its post ww2 lit.
>>43296216A big one, where I rule in luxury and no one else has any rights
