Question for all FTMs. Do any of you try to eternally twinkmode? Or would you just end up literally me'ing picrel if you tried? If you do try to perma-twinkmode, and you don't want to kill yourself over it, what sexuality would you say you have?
>>43293537I twinkmode because I'm too much of a pathetic person to consistently exercise, I "literally me" to this image. And by twinkmode, I only refer to my body/face. So I'm not really moding.I am bisexual but I prefer men because I admire them and don't want to be with a lesbian or theyfab or a straight woman.
>>43293537I hate twinks outside of violent sexual fantasies and wouldn't be able to pass as one anyway (too built). I like women mostly.
>>43293767Well, do you want to be particularly built, or do you just wanna be fit and lean? These feel vague but like you can exercise and be a twink, but it sounds more like you are "being" a twink because you cba to to get jacked. >>43293853Not super applicable but I haven't seen or talked to very many FTMs who actually got built so interesting that one showed up that quick.
>>43293978I want to be fit and lean.I look like a 15 year old boy. I don't think I twink mode actually, but that's usually what people mean, because otherwise you aren't moding you're just an attractive young looking guy who looks cis. I look female or 15.
>>43293978You just have to go to the gym regularly and not get your ass poon dosed. Most of them would rather be weak so their "totally gay" straight man partner can pin them down lmfao
>>43294038I see. If you haven't heard of them, Tim Henson is picrel. I feel he's on the extreme end of this but where would he land on the scale? If you looked like him would you be fine with that or is it not masculine enough?>>43294130Similar question to you. You think an FTM who tried to look like that would fall in that category you described? Let's assume they still work out but aren't jacked.
why do so few mtf want to lean butch but so many ftm want to lean twink? is being feminine just objectively better?
>>43294248So we're assuming they'reA. On a real dose of testosterone and not getting fucked by the doctor B. Regularly going to the gymC. Not building muscle Those are some fucked up genetics then. Okay, maybe they aren't body builders, that's fair, but they'd at least have some tone, no? Either way, I've always been very muscular even pre-t, and it's partly due to my build. I guess you could end up scrawny but still strong, especially if you weren't prioritizing muscle gain. Although that doesn't make any sense to me, why would you be shooting up test weekly if you weren't going to put it to good use and get built?
>>43294279>butch mtfAnd then I get so hard my dick pops.
For me it's complicated, I'm always self conscious on whether I pass or not, so in public I dress very masculine and I do pass because of this luckily, but I wouldn't mind twinkmoding if I actually passed without trying. I'm pre T at the moment, so once I get on testosterone soon and start passing I will maybe be slightly more feminine.
Also my sexuality is bi with male preference, and I hate it because I hope to have a wife one day
>>43294248I look like this at 30
>>43294371I think the biggest discrepancy here is when I say work out I include just doing a bunch of cardio, not necessarily focusing on their upper body. A lot of celeb 'twinks' still have to workout to maintain that look and they aren't getting built. The other anon said they look like a 15 year old boy, and typically when people talk about twinks they act like thats what they all look like - but Tim Henson is in his 30s. There's a lot of kinds of people who claim FTM status, from the no T short hair stacked people who still dress and present fem but wanna go by he/him, to mini guy fieri's, to butchmoders, and then of course ones who actually get some upper body muscle. Most of the ones who end up as 'twinks' or adjacent seem to do so unintentionally, like it just happens and they wanna be something else but don't really know how or don't have the energy. I'm wondering if there are people who ACTIVELY work towards that. And also what they're attracted to. >>43294561Yeah, see. Anyways, is this intentionally done? Is that what you WANT? And are you into men, women, what?
>>43294583Im a straight guy with 1000 test and yeah it’s on
>>43294703Purpose*
>>43294248He looks like a female girl.>>43294279Twink is not equivalent to butch, although both terms are basically meaningless at this point.I don't want to look like a "twink" but it's a realistic goal. It depends on one's definition though. To me, a twink could just be any guy who isn't fat in his 20s, but I think most people have a more porn brained view of the term. Some people may be imagining someone who is skinnier or more feminine than what comes to my mind when I imagine a twink.I just wish I looked definitively male.4 years of test, but a good chunk of the middle was spent on gel because I believed the lie that it's an effective form of HRT. Waste of time.
>>43294703>>43294871I think this more or less answers my question and all the follow up stuff I would've had. I don't really have enough connectivity to 'the FTM experience' to feel I can dig much deeper into this.
>>43294997I mean it's pretty simple. We want to be male.I never heard about FtMs not understanding the "MtF experience"... It's not that complicated. Even in the face of flamers, porn addicts, boomerhons, the generally mentally ill- we still understand what being MtF is all about, it's not that deep even if it is for the person living it.
>>43294997I am a biological male
>>43293537I'm definitely not a twink (too hairy) but I have the build of one. Eventually I'll figure out the right strategy for consistently eating more and detwinkify some.
>>43295777Eating doesn't work unless you eat like 4000 calories, test makes you shed weight like crazy
>>43293537>would you just end up literally me'ing picrel if you tried>eternally dysphoric character with fictional regenerationUnfortunately "literally me'ing" picrel would just be cope for being a real woman too lazy to take initiative.Twinkmoding implies still passing as male, any pooner can achieve masculinity with just a little bit of genuine effort. Even tomboys get mistaken for young men at times, so using the "too feminine" excuse to bitch and moan out of manning up never works.
