>be me, massive repper>work in a restaurant in the SF Bay Area>Two Months ago a group of Trans Women come into my workplace to celebrate a Birthday>literally the first time I've ever met other MTF's in public as a group not just one of encounters with individuals who aren't on HRT>Desperately wanted to talk to them because I want to start taking hormones soon but feel so scared and isolated and they all seemed so beautiful, happy and free together. >I've been rotting with so many brainworms seeing such a thing irl was something I didn't think was possible>realize how warped, fearful and self hating my frame of reference for reality is >just end up awkwardly staring at them the entire time because my job duties wouldn't allow me to talk to them>literally can't stop thinking about the encounter since then even though I know it's weird/creepy. It's unironically become a splinter in my mind like that quote from Hunter S Thompson "with a bit of luck his life was ruined forever...">just wish they'd come back so I can ask if I can hang out with them because I don't have any trans friends irl and I'm terrified of transitioning alone but at the same time I realize how fucking creepy it is to obsess over a fleeting encounter like that. I should have said something when I had the chance I just didn't want to out myself to my coworkers
>>43303610you should start dressing as a little maid when you go to work
>>43303610mf u life in the bay. how do u even take bart without seeing a tranny. are you in Walnut Creek or smtn.
>>43303795No but i've worked there before. I'm just a shut in wagie drifting from job to job as they invariably close down. I hate Walnut Creek btw. >>43303776I would if I could get away with it honestly.
>>43303933yeah I hate it too. It's like a little fake LA for yuppie cocksuckers.
>>43303933you probably could...
>>43303952yeah, I'm CoCo to be specific. Grew up in BP/WP. I just wish I had friends into similar /a/, /v/ & /x/ things as me. Haven't been to SF/Oakland in years honestly as I'm kind of a shut in. >>43303955I cope by wearing frilly aprons and wearing feminine cologne at work and legwear at home.
>>43304097>BP/WPsorry idk what that is. Martinez has some trannies as well (and not just in the jail) IME, but if ur in Brentwood or the yach you might be the only one. being a shut in is cool tho.
>>43303610U did good dont bother them u bad person
>>43304204Bay Point/West Pittsburg. I frequently spend a lot of time in Martinez or ConcordNext paycheck I get I'm gonna buy some crypto and get some vials
>>43304277gun point lolget ur hrt gurrrrrlll
>>43304307I have literally seen the aftermath of another person getting shot before outside my window lol (he lived). Where do all the trans people in the shitty bedroom communities in the east bay hang out anyway?
>>43304398their room. bay point is like a cartel distribution hub lol
>>43304493yeah I remember a sex worker got their face ripped off here and dumped in a shopping cart by the river there in the 2000's . I've survived attempted muggings there myself.
>>43303610>SF Bay Area>just didn't want to out myself to my coworkersanonette, you're in one of the best places in the world to be out
>>43304277I lived in Benicia for a minute. East Bay kinda sucks.
>>43304602yeah, I know. When I met these people they were just having a good time and nobody bothered them. I gave the birthday girl an owl pendant I had on me as a gift. (I had bought it for myself hours earlier) extremely autistic of me but I wanted to go beyond the phoned in "happy birthday" song and dance they make us go through and that's all I had on me to give
>>43304602Doesnt matter desu. It does not fucking matter one single bit where you are people will still hate trannies and don't trust a damn thing they say if they say they like trans people desu.The idea of being in a place that is 'good for coming out' is just a psyop meant to hurt trans people desu.T. Portlander.
>>43304763kind of hard to give up that white male privilege huh?
>>43304784Bait.
>>43304097do you wear pantyhose while you are working?
>>43304706thats really sad
>>43304927No because I dress in a very stereotypically manmoding/repper way at work. The carthartic ways I engage in such things aren't fetishistic just kind of awkward and childish. I just never show up to work with facial/body hair stubble and try to make my olfactory scent as least masculine as possible. (doesn't do much!)
>>43305112you could still wear the pantyhose under your pants
>>43304204Any MTF Martinez anons here?
>>43303795I lived in the bay for 4years and I don’t think I saw a single tranny this was 10years ago tho so maybe it’s different now
>>43303610That's just sad sis idk
>>43306672Ive lived in the bay my whole life i knew multiple pooners and theyfabs when I was in highschool 15 years ago I think you just weren't lookingHeck I work at a lingire store and I'm not the only troon that works there
>>43303610>First time I've met other MTF's as a group>Bay AreaThis is such a weird larp. Why would you make this up it's not even an interesting story
I've never seen a congregation of 4 or more at the same time is what I was saying. I wasn't saying I've never met any individually before
