i also take 300mg spiro a day so idk
That's kind of a lot actually. I doubt you even need to take spiro. Though you can always just take a blood test and find out for yourself if your levels are alright.
>>43307502im glad you said thatidk why i still look like a man after 5 years... i take the spiro too just to hsve the piece of mind that im not at fault for my transition failing lol
>>43307312>300 mgholy fuck your bladder must be the size of a little peanut
>>43307575yesh i pee so much i have to wakeup minimum 3 times every night
>>43307312adding to my question by asking could there be a culprit to my appearance besides genetics if its not a matter of too low of a dose?too high of a dose cant do anything bad but maybe its all something specifc that cant be fixed like midface?idk im happy for insight
>>43307730you are retarded bdd passoid
>>43307982im not trying to validation farm but im not a passoid i think you are hugboxing me right?ive been on hrt for 5 years im not early into my transitionif youre genuinely not just being nice why do i look like a woman to you?i feel like i look indistinguishable from a somewhat femmine guy
>>43307730*kisses ur lips*
>>43307730are you ftmtfing me right now bitch
>>43308064i think my hair might contribute to that impression i chopped it off cause i sperged out about manmoding when going back to college lol
>>43307312OMG I hate picrel more than anything. If I go out as a hon and I get treated as a hon, that's okay, not great but okay. But if I actually go outside with high self-esteem and the world disabuses me of that notion within a few hours, that shit hurts. Also 300mg of spiro is too high. 200mg plus a hondose should be enough to nuke T down to nothing. Get your levels checked.
>>43308161Not op but do u know if injections work okay by themselves. Specifically e enanthate I switched from valerate on Wednesday and had to inject a dose from my old valerate vial because I felt the testosterone coming back and it was so awful
>>43307730you look like a girl who was raised as a boy
>>43308247theyre supposed to but they only do in a high enough dosedifferent people produce different anounts of testosterone naturally so thats also a factor might as well play it safe and always take an anti-androgen too imo
>>43308265thats kind of u but i genuinely dont know why you'd or the other nona would read my features as femalemaybe i am fully delusional but i cant see itit feels really obvious to me tell when other trans women pass i feel like i dont share traits with the ones who do
>>43308278Nona my bica ran outHeeeeeelp
>>43308313i cant help u nona im sorry :(
>>43308291your skin is good, no hair, smaller chin and jaw, facial planes aren't expanded, and from what I can see your frame looks small. like you look androgynous and that comes down to your presentation.
>>43308334HOWUCH INJECTI CANT GET BLOODSHEEEELPPPP
>>43307730you need new glasses. top-heavy frames are very masculine. also experimenting with a less rectangular shape (i.e. square or circular) might helpand get a new prescription because you look like a girl
>>43308381>>43308351thank you for the feedback i can get new frames for sure i chose these ones cause i didnt wsnt ppl to know i was a tranny at college but im less anxious now so ill look at some new ones i feel like my midface/browridge/nose makes my face male lookingbut im happy u nonas dont think so>>43308373are you diy? i mean take as much as u can without running out b4 u get more i supposeusually anti androgens r super cheap on diy sites so u could order bulk and not run out for a long timeur not going to lose ur progress if u do suboptimal amounts for a few weeks so i think youll be fine
>>43308489>as much as u candon't do that>>43308373whats the concentration of the vialcan't help with mystery meds, you have to give at least a little info first
>>43308509SorryEnanthate vial is 50mg/mlRight now I'm injecting 0.14ml of that every 7 days, so 7mgSwitched from 0.12ml of estradiol valerate 40mg/ml every 4 daysbut I just started and again I did switch from valerate
>>43308489my friend says i read as male in in thst photo so i definitely think ur both r a little too nice to me desu
>>43308573Ur friend is mean u should stop being friends with them
>>43308613shes nice shes being honest and i appreciate that from her
>>43308634Well, if you asked her to stop saying you look like a boy would she say sorry or get defensive?
>>43308993i appreciate the concern nona but i sent her the photo and asked its not unprompted and shed feel bad if it made me feel bad im happy she told me what she felt :p
>>43309039Ok, well I have another question
>>43309047sure i dont mind :)
>>43309066You're really cute...... Do you wanna kiss?
>>43309100im engaged sry
>>43307603that was me at 200so glad i dont have to touch that shit anymore, i didnt realize just how bad sleep deprivation was until i was freed from the curseswitch to mono, you will only regret not doing it sooner
>>43309123Aw dangYou look like 20 I thought you were in college or smth
>>43309144wehh yeah ik what u mean i just get worried that id be sabotaging myself i dont know why hrt hasnt worked for me like it does for other but cutting back on anything just feels like condemning myself to further honhell
>>43309148im 21 and ahm in college yeah.. been with my fiance for 5 years though so it wasnt like it happened too fast
>>43309177You WHAT
>>43309223bwehh is that weird?
>>43309273Nonono im surprised it lasted since u were 16it's kinda cute :3
>>43309573yeah its really great :) we dated before we transitioned and we both started together at roughly the same timeshes a passoid now and not brainwormed/on this board like I am which im happy aboutshe proposed this december actually it was rly nice