>>43311732don't do it
>>43311732oh you're backeverytime i see this post i feel relived that you're with us
Please anon, if you have the energy, just tell us, even a few words of what you're going through. It doesn't have to be written well or even make sense. But if you don't, we wish you well and hope you can get through it.You are valid.
>>43311732Finally, a decent thread!
the walls do be closin in
>>43312211De darkness is almost ready, de darkness is ready, de darkness is on cooldown
>>43312222you're taking the racial aspect a bit further than i'd intended but it's all true
>>43311732do it
>>43311732yeah woohoo yay2.5 attempts didn't do the job but i have high hopes for the next one
>>43311732Honestly, I met death once and that made me not suicidal anymore and I can't Imagine myself being so unless I am being tortured or ill or suffering from Alzheimer's etc. Like death is oblivion might as well try life your soul is going to go to rest either way.
>>43312276death being oblivion is the whole idea, speedy
Y'know what? Normally I'd give advice on how to do the job, but this time, I'm just gonna say not to do it.
You’re special and the world would never get to have anyone like you again. Never kill your self because you’ve got so much potential and so much to lose at the same time. Hope you’re doing well
>>43311732This time Im really gonna do it>>43312471Nobody is specialNobody mattersAll I do is eat sleep work and repeatMy life doesn’t matter
Sometimes I wish so many people didn't love me so I could kill myself without guilt.
>>43312564see, i wish there were more people who loved me so my death would cause more grief
>>43312564>>43312585You two should fuck
>>43311732You know. I'm there myself. I've got a plan laid out; we're finally selling a house left to me and my sister about 8 years ago when our grandpa died. Haven't even been able to live there because of gun violence seeing me and my ex out the door. I'm 30, in five years time the house will sell and I will be looking at a minimum of 180,000 after my sister argues every case she can to whittle my half down. After that, I plan on living as best I can for another five years(maybe less), and then killing myself.If anyone had a charity in mind; a real one, let me know. I do want to do some good before living like a hedonist and then offing myself.
