i transitioned solely because i wanted to be loved in a passionate way [the way men love women] and because my family peers pressioned me into the idea men shouldnt behave in a certain way. now that years have passed and im still loveless [for men just want to use me] im pondering about socially detransitioning just to avoid misoginy and transphobia. i feel like a souless husk and i have no idea of internal gender. id just stick to estrogen because i dislike the effects of being under t, despite finding my body kinda disgusting. not in a dysphoric way though. but i cant care about being a girl anymore. anyone else feels like that?
>>43313688Did u have dysphoria before transitioning ?I kinda relate except Im more into it sexually and Ig Im mef too...
>>43313688I have this kind of dysphoria too. Though i have other kinds as well. I worry sometimes i did it for the wrong reason because sometimes when i make progress in my transition and start passing i break down in private rocking back and forth saying “im lovable” over and over. I worry thats misogynistic, like Do i really have sex dysphoria or do i think looking like a woman means I’ll be protected and safe? I haven’t found anyone who will love me like that though. I don’t think i ever can because I’m too tall to be lovable like that ive realized. And now I’m becoming a bitterhon over the fact i might neverI don’t really care though, it’s still nicer to look pretty so iwn detransition. At least this way i dont feel like a monstrous hairy beast
>>43313735i did. i had social and physical dysphoria. but now that i transitioned and lived as a woman for a while the latter vanished despite the minimal changes of estrogennow i just envy women the same way i used to when i was 15 because they can be both normal and free. but there aint nothing i can do about it
>>43313835Then this:>i transitioned solely because i wanted to be loved in a passionate wayIs ovsly untrue lol..
>>43313850Back then i showed symptoms of gender dysphoria, but i now think it was probably something else and im just a gay male. i think thats phrased better
>>43313870U might just be retarded.. :DWhere are u from anyway ?
>>43313908im diagnosed as asd aspergers so its trueim from latam
>>43313924>im diagnosed as asd aspergers so its trueFigured as much..>im from latamOmfg u must be cute.. post a few pics ? Fucking love latinas...
its so sad
