>20 year old autist NEET richhon>never had job before >still can’t drive, I get my Bf to drive me where I need to go>parents dont ever complain but i can tell they expected more out of me>Mom sells some assets to help pay for this first round of surgeries>says she doesn’t care as long as it’ll make me happy>feel like shit and want to die even more because I feel like I’m the epitome of a burdenI need to ropemaxx so my mom won’t have to spend so much and I know I’m not going to be able to pay her back unless I start selling drugs or something. Even then maybe not.
she loves you nonny :( the best way you can show her how grateful you are is by growing into the women you're meant to be, not by hurting yourself
they love you nona, give your mom a hug and tell her you love her. Your parents want nothing more than for you to be happy.
4chaners when presented with a issue that requires growing as a person: "nah I think I'll just kill myself"
>>43315357Your mom doesn’t want you to ropemaxx and you know it. Please accept the love that is being extended to you
>>43315357get any job you want and then use that money to donate to other trannies. itll make you feel better and more importantly help people. might not make you yourself useful but it will be okay!!
>be in an insanely good position>find a way to be miserable anywaysfor what purpose
just believe your mother dammit
>>43315357you should set aside a week like a month from now nona to learn to drive
>>43315357ok but think if you ropemaxx your mom IS just gonna think you are a burden and might end up hating trannies. if you just live your life even as it is now you'll be fine
>>43315357it kinda sucks how non americans have to pay for their surgeries. i got mine for free + cc debt for the hotels and travel expensesyour mom must love you
>>43315475I love my mom a lot I just don’t want to make her life worse and I know that roping would just also make her life worse
>>43315545I’m American but I’m getting relatively new surgeries that aren’t covered yet, my FFS will be though
>>43315557yall are rich no? i dont think by simply existing that youre makng her life that much worse in any case
>>43315569I’m not a financial burden but I know that she has her own goals and aspirations she wants to peruse and I feel like I’m getting in the way
>>43315568>getting relatively new surgeries that aren’t covered yetVFS?
>>43315576what is she pursuing?
Bro is living in a different world than the rest of usWhat a freak
>>43315576she's not going to be very excited about pursuing her goals and aspirations after having to bury her beloved daughter
>>43315597Marine biology
>>43315588Later on yes but not nowI’m getting scapular and clavicle reductions as well as pelvic widening later on and it won’t be covered
>>43315576just get your own shit over with and then she'll have time. or just don't get them lol
>>43315630cool af you should learn to drive go to college and then go into marine biology with herrr
>>43315357yeah that tracks
nona, i fully understand your thinking, but she very clearly would be hurt far more by you killing yourself than she is paying for your surgeries.
>>43315630she chose to bring a person into the world to support regardless of inconvenience. just so happens u have a medical condition. she should feel lucky its one of the easier ones to fix. she could had a vegetable on life support, or a kid who needed 100 rounds of chemo. all u need is a few surgeries. talk to a therapist abt this or smtng.
>>43315357you dont need to repay. they love you.but it might make them happy to show love and gratitude this thread ironically shows how grateful you are, that you feel undeserving compared to how much you feel they are giving. so what you need to know is that the love is far more valuable than the money. show them your love
>>43315357you just deny their help. would you rather have your collarbone an inch narrower and the deep guilt of being a burden, or several thousand dollars and the knowledge you can always do it later?
>>43315357What you fucking need is to admit all these feelings to your bf and your family. Make them understand that this is how you feel. Ask them if it's okay and if they do expect more out of you ask them to help you do more. Killing yourself is selfish. You will be a burden if you fucking off yourself. Don't do it nona.
>>43315357If you rope, you won't have to feel guilty about what your death does to your family.The pain will end and your dread regarding your mother's feelings will disappear.
>>43315357nona i think you should just take a bath or chill or eat something nice
>>43317264I had a long talk with my mom, she doesn’t care about the money and she’s not expecting much out of me besides just being happy and living my life
>>43317669great nona im happy for you
>>43317669then do that please... and if you really feel like you're useless ask if you can do anything like seriously anything. clean the house to feel good. be fuckin happy that you got loving parents that did all this for you. most of us don't have that.
>>43315357Imagine being loved and supported instead of forcedrepped growing up.
>>43315448inconveniencing your family as you cost them an enourmous amount of money to MAYBE treat your mental illness is SOO great. >>43317669you need to find a purpose. that is what would make you happy>>43315643fellow surgeries luna user
>>43315357ahhhhhhhhhhh
