i found out what a trans person was on the internet in like 2007 in my early teens. i didn't know what it meant but there was part of me that felt connected to them in some way. i learned what srs was and that hormones were a thing but i didn't understand how it worked or where you could get them.i wanted to be like them and be a woman but i was such a coward. i did nothing for years and years and years. it took discovering that diy hrt was possible in my late 20s for me to finally give in and try but it's too late.i can barely function. i've spent too long as a man. i can't live any other way. i'm a pathetic useless coward. i wish i was born 100 years ago and never had to find out about trans bullshit.every time i see someone of a similar age who transitioned years ago while i sat on my ass doing nothing with my life makes me want to die. i wish i had a gun to put myself out of my misery
>>43315989me too worstie.
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>>43315989statistically there's thousands of trannies like you for each transitioner your age
