Shut the fuck up Please

>>43318113
if i was him i wouldn't have any reason to post on here
i would finally be able to get out of my head and live a meaningful and interesting life

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i will give 5 moners to the first person who helps me

pleas

HELP

>>43318166
his life isn't meaningful nor interesting anon. Don't you basically have the same stats as him anyways (ftm, Italian)

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>>43318096
>i need to figure out how to inhabit the body and life of my favorite artist asap
You have an imagination, the world is your own representation. Chris Chan is already far ahead of your game, step it up. But don't wrap yourself into your head, the real world needs you to act normal. Split yourself into two, have an internal world and an external world, keep them reasonably separate, express your inner self selectively, and you will be okay. It's not that hard to transcend the atomizing material world, Christians do this all the time, except their reality isn't that sovereign because they rely on the bible.

>>43323154
>his life isn't meaningful nor interesting anon
idk how you can say that. he's an extremely interesting person and so is his life. his art is interesting, his personality is interesting, his legacy is interesting. his mere existence has brought an inordinate amount of value to this world. i want that. i want his creations and his actions and his faults and his controversies and his influence and his success and his legacy
>Don't you basically have the same stats as him anyways
yeah and that's the worst part. we are so similar but he's better than me in literally every way. he's more of a man than i'll ever be. he's more of an artist than i'll ever be. he will always have friends and supporters and success and motivation and manhood and boyhood and love and fulfillment and it's selfish to say but the fact that i am too stupid and lazy and useless to achieve that is fucking killing me. we both had shitty upbringings but he managed to rise above it and i just sit and stew in my anger. i should be able to achieve what he has but i can't because i am fundamentally a worse person. if the dial had been turned even slightly i could be living his life right now but i'm not. i should. i don't deserve it but i covet it viciously