sometimes i go outside to touch grass or whatever and im a little clocky but its mostly alright and sometimes it takes people a second to process but also sometimes i feel like people just want to kill me >.> like ill walk through a crowd and ill hear bad things and think they're about me and idk maybe im paranoid... but ALSO it's not totally out of the realm of possibility that people DO want to murder me and stab me and kill me with fire... do other people have this problem?
>>43321896yes. I feel like I could've wrote this. I don't go outside for this exact reason. the world hates me.
>>43321896id want to kill u if i saw u nona
>>43321896yeah i get what you mean. some people look at you like you are scum and it really hurts
>>43321896yeah… transitioning really made me lose that basic connection with the rest of humanity. i’m just fundamentally frightened of everyone now. even if i smile and interact with them im scared if they find out they’ll hate me
>>43322141>transitioning really made me lose that basic connection with the rest of humanity. i’m just fundamentally frightened of everyone now. even if i smile and interact with them im scared if they find out they’ll hate meyes, this!
