Ignoring all the dysphoria, brainworms, constant dooming, and so on and so forth, I've never expected to be so profoundly happy to have breasts, even if they're still small hrtits
>>43323407Yay. Im happy youre happy anon
>>43323407that's beautiful
>>43323427>>43323431Thank you!!!
healthiest thread in months
>>43323407I should've made this thread a joyposting thread.Anyone who wants, share something you're happy about, no matter how small
>>43323407so real desu
>>43323441>Anyone who wants, share something you're happy about, no matter how smallunrelated but like for the first time in my life i wake up and go to the bathroom and look in the mirror and actually am extremely happy w what i see, im very comfortable in my body and just feel like a normal cis womani wish this for all troons!
>>43323407Happy in what way nona
That’s really great nona I’m happy it’s working out for you>>43323441I’m fake trans and will probably stop but I’ve developed hard lumps behind my nipples. Makes me happy to know they’re there and have all the sensitivity, I poke at them constantly, I think it’s neat that I’ve transitioned my sex even slightly
>>43323535I was actually most afraid of breasts before starting estrogen, but now actually having them made me realize just how viscerally wrong my chest felt before. It made me realize some things I've never even paid any mind, like feeling uncomfortable and exposed when topless, my nipples feeling physically wrong to the point that I always avoided touching them or wear anything skin tight, or me being jealous of my gf that she has breasts and I don't when we were making out
>>43323435no thats the WINcest threads
>>43323441I'm very happy with the results of my first laser session. I'd say 50% of my facial hair is gone.After two years of HRT my breasts are still teeny tiny :( together with my upper body being quite robust it makes me look manly. I plan to gain weight as I hope it will help with getting a more feminine figure (but don't tell cow).I hope you continue to find happiness, nona <3
>>43323441Im happy about my hair, I think its the only part of me that looks nice sometimes
fuck yes!!!genuinely the sneeds are right and we all need to be celebrating wins like this.back when i was more brainwormed and broken from this board, i got on hrt secretly, with no social transition. when my tits started coming in it made me so happy, that it actually made me terrified.like, the feelings were so strong that it felt unstable, unpredictable, unmanageable. i was super brainwormed so i saw it as confirmation of me being agp and faketrans and desisted for like 6 months
>>43323441Finally, some joy! We all need some more positivity on this hellsite.I'm happy to be coming up on 4 years of hrt! I never thought I would make it this far and I'm so much happier with my body now than I was before. And even though life isn't perfect, I'm glad to at least be living it as myself.
>>43324817So you thought you were better than "sneeds" because you got scared that the estrogen you were taking gave you boobs, but now you changed your mind and the sneeds were right actually?
>>43324869it really wasn’t about superiority, at least not consciouslyi diagnosed myself as agp long before i ever seriously considered that i might be trans, so it was really hard for me to see the gender euphoria type feelings as anything but confirmation that i was a repulsive crossiei dont actually call reddit type non doomer girls sneeds irl. in fact, i am a strongly anti-4tran person and constantly advocate for girls to get the fuck away from here. this place is a guilty pleasure where i can express my unlind and problematic thoughts
>>43323407Had to pause hrt for a few weeks and losing the sensitivity was the worst. Got a shot yesterday so hopefully I will get it back.
>>43324933>agp long before i ever seriously considered that i might be transI don't understand, you can be AGP and trans.
>>43324933>ehrm im anti-4trany thats why I go on 4chan and act superior to other trannies also i get scared about growing boobs from hrt even tho thats what it doesYou just seem like a retard who doesn't know what the fuck he is doing in general.
>>43325057uh… yeah duh. are you trying to hurt my feelings? obviously i understand that i am a repulsive faketran rapehon etc etc. and yeah i obviously have a lot of feelings to work thru, thats why im still HERE instead of basking in effortless sneedy honfidence
>>43324933>strongly anti-4tranwe get it, you enjoy bullying and belittling mentally ill insecure trans girls. Please just fuck off and let us have our safespace for once. People like you are no different from transphobes, only difference is that you try to make up moral justifications to disguise your bullying as help.
>>43325038i mean in reality AGP is just an early model for the effects of repression on a trannies sexuality. its just the natural effects of being trans and a girlliker, the brain gets confused. i get that now, but back then i had swallowed the stupid pseudo-Blanchardian model people use around here where any level of excitement with your new body equalled being an evil male rapist larping
>>43325091i don’t enjoy bullying girls. the whole reason i tell girls to get away from here is because there is a culture of mutual bullying and abuse here where everyone constantly tries to make everyone else dysphoric. i have a lot of sympathy for y’all because i am basically one of you, but i got over my fear of cringe and hung out with the sneeds and it was actually way healtheir and better for my mental health
>>43325100I mean, nothing about AGP says you must be evil rapist. It just says you are attracted (sexually but not limited to that) to being a woman.
>>43325122I highly, highly doubt theres any trans girls who arent already dysphoric who decide to visit 4chan in the first place. For many of us, 4trans is the only community we can ever fit into, without it id be far more socially isolated and depressed than I already am. So i just get defensive when people demonize it like its pure evil. Most 4trans haters are bullies so i kinda instantly assumed you were one too, my apologizes for that
>>43325128i know that now, but when i first learned this stuff i was taught boyliker=hsts=real trans and girlliker=agp=not really trans, just a fetishist, if u troon out it will ruin ur lifeso like i get that the actual blanchardian model doesnt say that, but that is the model i internalized for a long time and it is hard to remember that it is fake
>>43325162I understand. So I take it your transition was succesful despite that?
>>43325084>>43325122You just come across as a huge retard. I don't think I'm trying to hurt your feelings but something doesn't add up in the way you describe this sneedhon/4chranny divide
>>43325157i appreciate it. i really am on y’all’s side, and i see how it can be important for gurls who dont fit in anywhere else. but i really do think that the way people act on here can often put girls who are already super isolated into an even deeper dysphoria spiralfor every girl who comes here and finds her first friends, there is another girl who comes on here, absorbs some cognitohazard (like the pseudoBlanchard model we have been discussing) and ends up falling deeper into depression or repping.
>>43325174going pretty well so far i would say!i’m pretty cute and get a lot of romantic and sexual attention. i pass in public (or, at the very least, people are polite enough to treat me like a woman), and i do feel way happier and more satisfied with my appearance and how people treat mei also developed bottom dysphoria after starting, lol. so i guess im trutrans now
>>43325193>absorbs some cognitohazard (like the pseudoBlanchard model we have been discussing) and ends up falling deeper into depression or reppingHappened to me.
>>43325227yeah.its just like. YES, there are problems with toxic positivity and hugboxxing in the mainstream trans community. YES, people will sometimes downplay dysphoria and fail to appreciate the seriousness of it.but this boards way of correcting for that (constantly bombarding each other with as much dysphoria-inducing shit as possible, trying to convince each other that transition is hopeless after 13, etc etc) doesnt actually help a big portion of the girls who come here. and, something i have discovered, just on a basic level: it is NECESSARY to find the joy in transition. if uou go through the whole thing going “ugh why would i celebrate, all i did was get back to something like normal. actually, i will never be normal bc i wasn’t born cis”. it’s an infinite loop of negativity and will make u more depressed and stall transition progress
>>43323407i wish i had a boyfriend
>>43325193smug retard
>>43325332You act like you have some huge discovery here to enlighten the stupid but everything you say was already obvious to anyone who isn't as retarded as you.
>>43325984“to enlighten the stupid”i didnt call it stupid. in fact, i gave a reason for why it MAKES SENSE that girls fall into it.and yeah, you are right of course that this is all obvious on a certain level. but clearly it’s pretty easy to get mixed up and forget about it
>>43326056It is stupid and I genuinely wish you hateful retards never actually got better and just kept wallowing in your misery pit like the slugs you are. You don't deserve to experience any kind of joy.
>>43323407
happy for you
>>43323441i slept on my girlfriends chest the other day and i woke up feeling like a real girl for a little until i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror
>>43323550>I’m fake trans and will probably stop but I’ve developed hard lumps behind my nipples. Makes me happy to know they’re there and have all the sensitivity, I poke at them constantly, I think it’s neat that I’ve transitioned my sex even slightlyitll feel better when there's more you should keep going
>>43327744It must've felt amazing. I'm kinda jealous ngl
>>43327744You are a real girl, you are