Is it weird that I crossdress, fap to sissy gay porn and ride dildos but don't want to have sex with men irl? I love the fantasy but the reality of hooking up with weird diseased promiscuous fags disgust me.
>>43332088i sthis picture about the danger that a woman's pussy hole might start leaking on himis he an incels/
>>43332088it’s no surprise the ugly race has the lowest birthrate
>>43332088I dunno anon is it weird that I’ve been shitting and coughing blood for the past month and a half but am going to actively refuse to have a doctor look at me :(
>>43332088Just keep going till the agp feelings consume you
>>43332151No matter how bad the agp gets, taking one peek into the normie gay world always keeps my from going all the way.
You will. Give it time
its not weird you're just homophobic :3
>>43332088Your sexual fantasies often tell a story about something deeper in your psyche. So if you take a real honest look at it, cross dressing and watching gay porn and riding dildos, what are you getting out of it outside of scratching your sexual itch? If its something you keep coming back to its not for no reason.For me, my crossdressing had a sexual element to it way back when. But I wouldnt be in a rush to change afterwards and would even like wearing more mundane women's clothes at home without even fapping as I got more into it. I was dealing with alot of body image issues and gender dysphoria and crossdressing helped me cope and become more comfortable with that part of myself before I could fully integrate it. I also have fantasies about complete submission which ties into being completely overwhelmed with responsibilities in my day to day life and I used to really get off on being humilated which had ties to shame and trauma I had in the past specifically around my sexuality that my mind wanted to reclaim and reintegrate. Alot of the times when you realize what need your filling by indulging in your fantasy and integrate it into your life it goes away or at least evolves instead of being compulsive. Like nowadays im trans so crossdressing isnt really a thing anymore, but on a rare occasion I will dress in lingerie and really feel myself. Not in the way it was before where its like ooo im in lingerie women's clothes how hottt now its like oh wow I feel really sexy wearing this and want to show my partner. Its not like a compulsion like before, its that way with a bunch of things I integrated.
>>43332088I tried it a few times but then I had sex with a guy who didn't pull out when I got tired and I didn't enjoy it at all so now I just like girls.
>>43334331>who didn't pull out when I got tired and I didn't enjoy it at allIt doesn't matter what rapemeat thinks or feels
>>43334258damn maybe i'm trans too... fuck
>>43334331this is also why I only bottom for other bottoms >>43334334alas this is also true
>>43332088Being a bottom and being gay are different so it's not that weird. You could want to bottom a woman, either a strapon or a trans cock. I'm like that, I dislike male bodies but I want to be desired and fucked like a girl.But if you do lust after real men's bodies and watch proper gay sex but still don't want to have it irl it's a different thing probably.
It's not weird. Thats basically being straight in 2026 because woman are horrible and men don't get catharsis or emotional validation. It honestly seems like a hobby most low value men have.
>>43334097How much time?
>>43334258I know I'm not trans (mentally ill). I think for me its just combination of reliving myself of the pressure of performing sexually as a man, and typical cocklust.>>43334933>It honestly seems like a hobby most low value men have.Yeah that's how I treat it these days. Its a lot of fun and I don't feel any shame about it either, but god its such a filthy lifestyle once you start taking it beyond that.
