I cant stop losing, im an incel who tried transitioning as a teen to escape my mentaly health problems. im still mentally ill and I still get called a man. I have never had an actual in real life freind. I flunked highschool completely. I flunked my highschool diploma re-dos completely. I could never get a job. I could never excell at any skill in life. my family either resents my existance or is scared im going to fly off the handle and kill someone, there is no escape for this eternal hell. there is no freedom in this world.I have not left the house in 2 months, all I do is play vidya and go back to sleep. I thought being a youngshit and transitioning at 16 was supposed to mean something, but I see now that I have wasted my life in a humiliation ritual. fuck you. fuck all of you.
Same but I'm a 30+ virgin cis male chaser. I'd want a loser trans GF but then we'd just be two losers.
>>43334124you dont sound anything like me
>>43334125Well I'm not a troon but what's really that different?
>>43334115I'm all that but I'm a midshit
>>43334115maybe stop playing video games all day and put some effort into looking like a woman?
>>43334155Video games are the only way you can silence a world that's cold to youBut then video games stop working
>>43334155theres no point, I dont have any money and I dont leave the house
become a prostitute or something
>>43334115Put the fries in the bag anon, my god stop being such a faggot and get a job
>>43334172im ugly retard
>>43334174cant, applied everywhere I could, no jobs in my local area I could actually reach even gave me the time of day (flunked highschool and all)
>>43334176>>43334183wanna be my sissy slut? i have a family that i cant bring you around tho so i'd just keep you at a cheap motel
>>43334115same same, oh well, not everyone was meant to be a real human. i recommend you try and get a job doing doordash or something. maybe take up a solitary hobby. the years will go fast
>>43334183I doubt that you actually tried, you probably put in an application once a month and then didn’t reach out to them for a follow up. Like I’m a drop out and work multiple jobs, it’s easy it’s called lying on your resumes, every body does it stop being so lame
>>43334688yeah its always the wannabe wagies fault and never the employers who treat you like cattle
>>43334658I would rather hang myself>>43334688I did try, lied too. cant get a job for shit, then again I can only take public transport and I live in a high immegration area everhwere I *could* go has ignored me and hired someone else, I still check (less regurly then the first 3 years but what can you expect) and still get either ignored or fail the interview
>>43334746maybe you should hang yourself if you have such a piss poor attitude
>>43334746dont bother with interviews normies hate losers and will reject you automatically, why would they pick you over some younger more normie person who doesnt seem depressed and desperate?the only options available is like doordashing and maybe high turnover shift work in warehouses through agencies and so on. thats it. even food service you have to be a social butterfly. u should just try and get a job that doesnt need an interview and try and figure out some certification you can get to do something that doesnt ride entirely on being normie
>>43334752is this the guy asking me to be his motel whore or the guy telling me its my fault for getting ghosted by mcdonalds and replaced with an indian
>>43334755I dont have a car, cant ride a bike, door dashings off the table, applied for the one warehousein the area but got turned down
>>43334768brutal, can you get any kind of welfare?
>>43334778I dont think so? I dont qualify for disablity im 100% sure
>>43334768what are you even good for? what value do you bring to the world?
>>43334768why dont you start learning how to ride a bike?
>>43334115Do you speak to anyone online? Besides posting on 4chan of course.
>>43334115but it does mean something sweetheart, it does mean something so, so special. You are very special and so very loved and unique. I bet you're a beautiful princess and you're just being a little silly head right now because *somebody* didnt get enough sleep! You are going to have a great life, you saved yourself from hell and are going to be someone's wife one day, live in a BIIIIG huge house with lots of big fluffy doggies and an alpaca that you can brush and lots of sunlight and friends and happy sex in the sun every day. You are so, so, beautiful and precious and special my dear and I love you so much that I'm crying right now. You're litterally a god and one of God's chosen loved ones and you're just having a little teensy tiny black mood right now my silly princess but take a fresh shower and SMILE! Your life's gonna be great and you're soooo pretty, AND special and you're the best person possibly ever. God bless you my beautiful special unique little angel (you're among the top 2% of people to ever live and I'm not kidding, God you're so special and amazing fr)
Even if job stuff sucks, you could try to replace some of your vidya time/nap time with more fulfilling hobbies. Maybe try learning a language, or how to draw, or how to play an instrument. Or get into media you wouldn't normally, like books or old movies or something.I dunno, sorry if this isn't helpful. I think having unmet emotional needs probably makes it harder to act "normie" though, and at some point you're going to have to stop hating yourself before you improve.Besides all that, it probably wouldn't hurt to make sure your brain chemistry is under control. If you can see a psychiatrist you might find meds that make it marginally easier to think straight and stay motivated throughout the day.
>>43334988Nothing I guess. I dont know what to say>>43335004again, never really could, something about it just doesent work in my head, Ill get confused peddaling and fuck up or ill randomly fall off, my parents really tried when I was a kid and I really tried as a teenager, just not something I can do.. not that I even have the money for a bike anyway>>43335067a couple people im.. aquantainces with, we dont share much in common, so we only ever randomly text sometimes>>43335089ah well I appreciate the advice, I dont know though no hobbies I have tried have really been fuffling, I cant draw for shit, tried for a year to learn an instrument everday and never could, I get really into reading every. 5 or so months but it rapidly dies out as quickly as it comes
