whats the point. why do we do it?we know we're too tall, too stocky. we know we're not rich enough for the FFS and other surgeries we need. we know we're too mentally ill, traumatized, broken to exist or function in society.i have flies in my kitchen. bloodstained carpets and walls from years of self harm. overweight from the 6,000 calories of alcohol i consume daily.mental health services dont care and dont understand, society wants us dead, this world isn't even real, it is a hell, where nothing matters, people can do anything without repercussion - and they choose hate and violence, instead of making life worth living.why are we still here? death could come so easily, just step in front of a train, and yet when i try i freeze, afraid to do it. why? why is suffering less scary than no longer suffering?
>>43335751I'm 4'11"...
I can afford ffs and other surgeries
>>43335751Cheer up chum, I've got just the thing!
>>43335751>why do we do it?because we just wanted to be happy for once
>>43335751i mean you gotta stop drinking first, life is hard enough, being an alcoholic makes everything impossible.
>>43335751because we are too afraid to kill ourselves,so we just try to ease our sufffering the best we can
>>43337531thats the part i dont get. my life is hell, suffering. why is it so scary to kill myself when every waking second of my life is a psychological horror?
Because the only way to truly fail is to give up.
>>43335751Because one day it'll get better.Because those people, who hate you, want you to die. And they win if you die. You win if you survive.
>>43339366its scary because you know what life is like,but you dont now how death is, even if you dont believe that theres anything after that, your subconscious fear the unknown and the possibility of non existence
