Did you do it?Did you kill the girl inside you yet?
yeah, any hopes of her ever existing are gone and yet i still want to be her
I can't, she's stronger than I am. I just push her down with all my might when she rears her head. I allow her a space in my sexual fantasies and a bit in my physical appearance, which is why she hasn't killed me yet. Repress healthily!
>>43335777let her win
>girl inside you yet.I think you are just talking about insecurities anon.
>>43335763There isn’t one, but I haven’t yet managed to convince myself of that
>>43335823Can you explain what you mean? I’m interested in this as a repper with no inner sense of self but no explanation either
>>43335827repper-kun?
>>43335842Yes anon?
>>43335763Not me sorry, ask an ftm.
>>43335847Was just wondering if that was you.
>>43335879Oh you’re talking about that one person with the threads. No I’m not
>>43335763I love her dearly but she can't handle this life
>>43335839your true self is the feelings you desperately hide fromthe guilt, the shame, the insecurityall of these are buried deep to make way for delusionand trooning out is just another, even deeper delusionalso i'm not a repper nor do i have trauma i've just been fascinated by the psychology of trannies
>>43335763which one cause there have been several in me
she’s still here alongside my male ego. they’ve stopped fighting as i've come to realize that both are a part of me
>>43336076What helped anone?
>>43336053this is the conclusion i have come to for myselffor whatever reason it took being open to being trans (very difficult) and trying hrt (easy once i was open to accepting that i might be trans) to get here thoughi'm stubborn and won't accept things that i haven't tried or seen for myself
>>43336683i had to mentally make them perform the fusion danceit also helps to imagine yourself (and the others) as the opposite gender
