24. I could have started hrt 5 years ago. if my stupid disabled cunt of a brother didn't need me to take care of him. I was so stupid to not accept a friend paying for my hrt, I felt too proud to accept help. I could have moved out 5 years ago, got a job, started hrt. I'd be well, WELL into my transition now. but no. 24. no hrt. what's the point now
nobody asked + youre a hon lmao
I have a different story to you but it is similar in that I could have started at 18, then early 20's, and missed opportunities. I ended up starting HRT at 27. I am in my 30's now and I am stealth. At your age I was living a shell of a life and now I'm a very average woman. You could achieve the same. 24 is young despite what this website believes.>whats the point nowIf you start now you save yourself the same regret in another 5 years time, only it will get more and more painful each time, and you'll be more and more irreversibly masculinised.
>>43344955starting now is better than starting later. I feel like I'm always gonna have deep regrets of not starting sooner
>>43344964Yep and everyone who started younger than you feels the same even the young shits. This is just a normal sort of trans grief. When you start just living as a woman it goes from being all consuming to much more manageable and back ground.
>>43344949I asked
>>43344977at 18 I felt a bit bad for not starting sooner. but it's impossible to have started sooner because of where I live. now it's a despair. and because if I started at 18 or even 19 I'd already have all the effects turned on.I hope you're right with that last part
>>43344934What are your measurements and stuff like? For me, stealth is really really nice but the core root of my problem is my body itself. Like I'd be fine being openly trans if my body didn't distress me.
I started hrt at 29 almost 30 and im doing okay after 15 monthsI know its frustrating to look back with regret at times you could have or should have started, but the 2nd best time to start is now :)the point is to be happy and be yourself
>>43344949kys>>43344977>When you start just living as a woman it goes from being all consuming to much more manageable and back ground.in other words only fucking passoids get any reliefus hons are fucked>>43345028fuck you
So you're a loyal and dutiful sister who selflessly prioritized nursing her onii-chan over her own needs? Who is humble, hard-working, and not a gold digger? Wife material desu you should be proud
Im 18 yet all i can do is sit and rot without hrt, knowing im eventually going to end up like you and all the other anons who say they wish they couldve started hrt at 18. Its so dreadful, i might aswell rope now to spare myself the future misery you experience
>>43344977>everyone who started younger than you feels the same even the young shitsTrue, except for the super-young shits who started at 13 or so. Ive literally seen them brag about how they got to experience a cis woman childhood under a post of trans women venting about never experiencing a female childhood. Those super-young shits will never experience any sort of grief. I dont even consider them trans because they never have to go through the experiences we do. They should be excluded from the trans community entirely
>>43345040Do what you need to do to get on HRT then. Take back your existence or die like a punk. This is Big Rube sayin right on to the real, and death to the fakers, peace out
>>43345067It is genuinely impossible for me to get on hrt. There is nothing I can fucking do. Ive tried so hard and ive tried everything i realistically could try and none worked, there is no more options left for me
>>43345031Oh fuck I meant to reply to >>43344955 not you OP. I am like you, OP. I started at 25 and would have started earlier if it wasn't for having to take care of my sibling (older sister who trooned out before I did, which made me rep even more).
>>43345087What factor is making it impossible for you?
>>43345119Im just gonna make my own thread since i now realize its kinda disrespectful to do it here.Sorry OP for randomly taking my problems out on your own vent post, im going batshit rn and your thread just triggered me for some reason.
>>43344934blaming your disabled bother for you being mentally retarded is not a good look repfag
>>43345067I like your, Big Rube. Keep on keeping on man