I feel incredibly burnt out of being transgender and I keep having thoughts of detransitioning. 7 years is long enough to realize it just didn't work out, I think. In retrospect it feels kind of silly I expected any other outcome for myself. I'll never actually be a woman, definitely not in the ways that matter to me. I just feel like I'm living in perpetual humiliation. It all feels so surreal how strongly my brain thinks I'm a woman, stupidly expects it, and it's just so obviously not true, will never be true. There's just literally no path. Maybe I can just be a feminine guy. I don't know what I'd do about my huge boobs, for some reason I love them (despite that they are a scorn to the eyes of the earth) and the idea of losing them feels like body horror to me so I'll probably keep them and just compress if necessary. I just want to be a normal person I'm so sick of this. It's too bad but at least I gave it a try.
now imagine just how much more humiliating it will be to have to tell everyone you know that you arent trans anymore
>>43345084All trannies should be boymodersYou should be male in public but you can be as girly as you want in private and even invite other trannies to have sleep overs and do makeup and shit
>>43345108Fuck off chaser. scum like you ruined this board. I hope you get raped by a woman with a vagina
>>43345107yeah no 100%being a tranny is embarrassing but being a cis man who everyone thinks "he used to dress as a woman" is so much worse
>>43345113I'm not a chaser, I'm just stating facts>raped by a womanDon't threaten me with a good time
>>43345142Nobody would post their weird fetish fantasy about men secretly being trans women and having girly sleepovers unless they were a chaser
Shouldve manmoded from the start big dawg, sucks to be a fool
>>43345161That's more of an AGP repper thing
>>43345198this is all so meaningless why do you care so much about what other people do.
>>43345256It was more of a recommendation so you people aren't humiliated and hated by everyone
>>43345108this is de wae. there should also be public recognition for a third "failed male" gender so we don't get raped in the mens locker room >inb4 that sounds hot