Im genuinely just a miserable fucking wretch and have been for a good while but it just seems like shit cant help but stack up like finding out my childhood friend committed, my rapist ex friend has a kid, tranny ex stole some of my shit and now other my other tranny ex wants to send some of my shit back to me but wants to make me pay for the shipping of my own items, tranny partner is extremely distant idk what we actually are because we never fucking speak unless its to ask me for money. Applying for jobs gives the same "unfortunately we regret to inform you that we have decided to proceed with other candidates blah blah" which is short for "of course we're not gonna hire a tranny are you dumb that's a massive liability risk." Have basically given up on transition apart from taking my pills when I remember to take them with the rest, which speaking of them they don't work and I've tried pretty much most of the ones you're all gonna list (BPD and a whole other lot of dumb shit. Need to get on injections and always see other girls and think giwtwm but never fucking do anything about it.)Small town so can't just find tranny friends like Portland and will probably get hate crimed if I try. Grindr is full of fagchasers and sissys with STIs, tinder is full of cissy straggots that are arguably worse because at least the fagchasers are honest with their intent. Both are fucking miserable experiences and they're also the only two feasible ones I dont want to hear about any bumble in the replies. Family waiting for me to ack and have acknowledged multiple times they've fully given up on me.Unless im doing adult learning as a requirement for my income im just sleeping and have also fully given up. Kinda just waiting until either john50 or 41% whichever comes first atp.
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