chasing

just dating men normally without transition

>>43350660
>>43350661
I want to have a vagina and get fucked in it though

>>43350673
because then you would feel less bad about being with men, just date men anyways, forget about the vagina, and try to enjoy life, it's short

probably just anal masturbation or something
Oooohhh such a dirty girrlllll take it being submissive is feminineeee yahhhhh lmao
Who fucking gives a SHIT
agp just sounds like a porn addicts hobby

>>43350649
hrtrepping and giving up on ever getting a significant other

>>43350690
I don't feel bad at all about being with men though. I can't just forget about it though, it's 100% of my masturbation.

>>43350691
I hate anal

>>43350720
>i dont feel bad
>i wish i had a vagina to justify being with men
schizophrenia
you have compartmentalized your internalized homophobia and misandry so you don't have to actively deal with it

>>43350790
No I wish I had a vagina because it looks like it feels really really really good at satisfying and I get a numb ache down there when horny

>>43350857
get srs and don't transition, just be a cis cuntboy

>>43350907
A, no one would want to fuck me and B, it's a interesting proposal because I reflectively think that it would ruin my fantasies which gives me a lot to ponder

>>43350718
I want to have kids some day and for that I need a partner. But maybe trying HRT sounds kind of fun but also I'm so oooooooold and shitty looking that it's going to be nothing but pain.

I was too old and ugly to transitions but I started HRT anyway and it helped cure my AGP. Now I'm too depressed to ever get horny or think about sex ever again.

>>43351109
That doesn't sound like much of an upgrade

>>43351202
How so? It cured my AGP...

>>43350649
Alcoholism

>>43351379
Because getting depression to the point of hornilessness sounds terrible

>>43351418
I'll go grab a beer.

>>43351449
OP asked for the cure and I provided. Never getting horny kinda sucks but if you look like I do it's a good thing desu.

>>43351471
I am OP and I'm uncomfortable with that as a solution.

>>43351561
do the opposite take male hrt (t/roids)

>>43351576
That doesn't solve anything. Also super short roided guys look ridiculous

>>43350649
You do it anyway, old people are androgynous so who cares

>>43351602
I care. How could I live my life knowing I'm chasing a fetishistic image that I can never have?

>>43351601
have you tried it?

>>43351679
Roiding? No

Please reply I don't want to be alone again tonight :(

>>43350649
A glock 19 and about 4.5 pounds of pressure.

I bought the lie that it's never too late. Now all I think about is death.

Losing your sense of internal self, your personality, because you tried to transition and failed is far worse a fate than real death IMO.

>>43352061
Oh I hate myself, internally and externally, I'd have no problem loosing myself. There's barely anything there to begin with

>>43351602
I started HRT as someone old and ugly and it didn't help or make me androgynous.

>>43352265
sucks for you but i'm different