>>43352817

This didn't happen. Why are you making up shit for validation on a 4chan board?

>>43352822
It did happen, whether you believe it or not

>>43352826
https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/treatments/24692-antipsychotic-medications

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3577047/

https://www.betterhealth.vic.gov.au/health/conditionsandtreatments/antipsychotic-medications

These might help you out lady

>>43352832
Child or redditor
>>43352817
Yep, same
Although I look a lot like I did as a teenager anyway

>>43352832
I like how the implication is that she was never an ugly nerd to begin with

>>43352842
I don't think I look like my old self at all really, a lot has changed, for the better.
How does that make you feel? Seeing like a semblance of your old self

i was considered cute as a guy usually because i was a somewhat feminine gay twink, even if i was a total nerd

>>43352854
That sounds nice though. I don’t think anyone considered me cute as a guy, at least nobody ever told me. That‘s why I wish I had been more open and leaned into my femininity earlier in life. What was it like for you?

>>43352847
awww

>>43353125
girls used to flirt with me sometimes but i would ignore them. guys used to flirt a little bit in high school like theyd pick me up and grab my thighs and put their hands around my waist during winter to warm up but they didnt actually want to date me or anything. im not sure if what happened was me being sexually abused or what now that i think about it sometimes because they would take me to the locker room and wrestle me and pin me to the ground. they didn't touch my penis or butt or anything so it wasnt really sexual it was just weird. i felt really bad for not being a girl so I looked at twink and crossdressing stuff online to try to become more attractive. i did it and sort of became a stereotypical twink. hairless skinny teenager etc. tried taking high dosage injections because the information at the time was high doses of hrt would stunt breast growth. I ended up getting large boobs and my boyfriend found out and started abusing me sorta badly. a bunch of bad stuff happened and after that I decided to transition because there was no future for me the way life was going and I wanted things to change.

>>43353202
Did it get better now? Do you experience reverse dysphoria or are you comfortable in your body now?
I'm so so sorry to hear of all the abuse you experienced. It is awful how people have that urge to ruin what they deem beautiful or cute or weak, especially men. I do think it qualifies as abuse and sexual harassment, though I am a complete stranger only having a first impression from text.

Being honest, I envy your commitment to it early in life, while still acknowledging the abuse and emotional distress they caused you.

>>43353219
i'm comfortable in my body now, and I wasn't comfortable before. it's not like a normal person just decided to full send their life on being a trap. I think deep down I knew what I wanted and was just searching for a good enough excuse to crack.
>I'm so so sorry to hear of all the abuse you experienced.
well it was okay. ive been abused a lot in my life and never really cared. at least the guys were cute so it wasn't all that bad.

>>43353294
>at least the guys were cute so it wasn't all that bad
well that's one way to look at it. I'm glad that you are better now, that’s what matters most.

I got a super cute doting boyfriend now and we just did some play-fighting and he folded me in half and dry-humped me in between these replies and fuuuuuuuck I love it so much

>>43353346
Cool