Autism is a cruel joke where everybody hates youThe descriptor I hear most about myself is 'irritating' Any tips on how to fix being a maladapted regard?I have fallen out of practice and keep fucking up basic social situations..
start talking like your pet dog just died. you're probably being too loud and flamboyant with your speech if people are calling you annoying. Try and be silent more often, it's hard with autism but you can learn to mask better
>>43353008Hang out with other artists
>>43353018I've been doing that for several years now because I would get over excited and people would comment that I'm annoying and too loud. It still does slip out sometimes and I'll feel terrible and embarrassed about it..It was always difficult going back to school after summer break because I'd be rusty at social interactions. But now that I've been graduated for 4 years it's so much harder without the daily exercise.Now when I attempt regular conversation I'm just awkward and don't know what to say, I can visually see that they're weirded out by me.I feel sick after going outside and muddling my interactions with people, I can never get it right.Sorry, this is more of rambling complaining than anything else
>>43353008I cope by completely isolating myself from everyone. It's like I'm not even autistic anymore, I'm just me all of the time.
>>43353183I would do that if I had enough money. Unfortunately I am too mentally deficient to do most stay at home online jobs and only succeed at hands on things
>>43353122They need to be chuddy enough or it doesn't work, which can be hard to find in a town of 12,000
>>43353008you dont. theres a paper out there that tested peoples ability to detect people with ASD purely on sight and auties were consistently clocked within 200ms regardless of masking. they were also consistently treat worse and people had a lower opinion of them. you cant change this, they think you were born wrong on a purely instinctual level, just like they do with gays.now, what you can do is be utterly pathetic but trying, and you can let them bully you. when they bully you, validate and suck up to them, fully accept everything they say and make it clear youre their worthless little pet that will grovel in order to be allowed to exist. then youll be allowed the scraps of an existence, dictated to you on their terms. its important to them that you look like youre suffering, so dont slack on that either.
