actually i'm immune to propaganda

Vaccines are based and reduce your dementia risk get as many as possible over your lifetime

I am repressing my reverse dysphoria

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I legit thought I was a woman for a while because niggas were hugboxxing me into it and it made my dopamine spike so hard it deactivated most of my reasoning abilties. lol

>>43361648
god i wish i was 24 again

It would be a shame if those here with androphilia fell for the "propaganda" of "just" being an effeminate gay man instead of taking hrt or pretending to be a woman...

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I decided to look up my area's RUCA code thanks to OPs image and it is RUCA code 8.

Hicklibs unite!

>>43361565
Anyone who considers themselves left, right, center etc is brainwashed

>>43361700
androphiles should just be gay men because they don't want to be women, they just want straight men
agps should be women because they actually want to be women
gays have an interest in maleness and men but agps desire femininity
hope this helps!

just accidentally poked myself in the eye why doesn't god love me

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how do I know I'm repping or if I'm just really autistic and porn addicted?

>>43362024
Did you have any signs before puberty or right at puberty?
Crossdressing or issues with changes during puberty

>>43362012
what the hell is an "interest in maleness"?
you can be feminine as a man

>>43361565
if u consider beer ads alchol im addicted :(
only a matter of itme before the liver gives out

>>43362042
I don't really think so but there were maybe some. I hated looking at myself in a mirror and considered myself ugly. I also only thought about girls and the possibility of girlfriends as a way to climb social ladders. Never crossdressing though

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>>43361565
I was just remembering when I was like 13 and I started getting gyno I legitimately wondered if i was gonna grow tits. I guess they ended up at like a AAA size or something, just a little pad under and around the nip.
Kind of a weird experience as a repper, like my body already tried trooning out for a little bit and then stopped.

everything mostly sucks now but at least i can still get high and listen to steely dan

>>43361565
>what propaganda have you fallen for?
I chud coped from around 2015 until 2023 or so so honestly a whole lot of it. You know, the whole:
>I can't troon out they're all CRAZY. I'm better than them because I won't fall for the Jewish psyop, I just need to repress instead. I need to deny myself for the sake of America and white culture and...
Goddamn I'm a retard.

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>>43362248
You moron. you can be trans and defend the White race

>>43362300
There's no political party for that sadly. Anyway I've realized since that denying who you are just to please others or even an ideology is untenable and just leads to misery, but unfortunately it's too late for me.

my political ideology is you should be nice to me

>>43362042
not OP but I expressed enough suicidal thoughts at 12 to get dragged to a school psychologist, and later regularly cried myself to sleep over not being a girl. but I also never, ever crossdressed, so I'm probably faketrans

>>43362151
Body dysmorphia/self esteem issues
>>43362485
Tranny

>>43362485
I also got dragged to a psychologist over it, but since I refused to tell the psychologist why I hated my body so much (I was afraid they'd tell my parents and I knew they'd freak out) they eventually declared that they couldn't help me and wouldn't see me anymore because I wouldn't tell them what was wrong.

>>43362485
see i'm the opposite in that i really wanted to crossdress as a kid but was never that broken up about not being able to b/c i'm faketrans

>>43362769
no that means you're trutrans. because i'm faketrans

>>43362709
>Body dysmorphia/self esteem issues
Yes true but how much of that was motivated out of unrecognized gender stuff? I don't really know. I also had long hair and am very protective of it, but who knows how relevant that is.

i'm a fakehuman

material reality is designed to torture reppers

>>43363026
Sometimes I wonder if I'm either being punished for being horrible in a prior life, or if I was just a really overconfident spirit in the astral and decided to do a challenge run incarnation as a laugh (it hasn't been funny at all.)

>>43362248
literally me unfortunately
in my case it was only from like 2018-2022, but that was long enough for my chance at happiness to slip away forever

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Should I splash out on a couple of hundred worth of girl clothes on amazon? I suspect once Ive bought them I will jhate them and put them in the bin but the urge needs to be quashed.

i'm scared

>>43363302
i've been musing about learning sewing my own clothes to make them better adjusted for my body, but i don't know if that would help anything really

life is sort of lonely and boring and sad

yes. :|

Somehow got the trannyoid + schizophrenic combo.

So I have voices telling me to kill myself every day and I want to be a girl and I'm unemployed and can never transition.

Is it over? -> Yes it is.

>>43361565
pro-nuclear until i learned it's just a super expensive, dangerous deflection to delay construction of renewables at scale, and it's not even particularly environmentally friendly considering the whole production chain

>>43362012
wrong, i both like men (sexually) and want to be a woman for my own sake

>>43365413
Renewables are an ineffective scam

>>43362179
Same, but I was so insecure about it

>>43361565
That i could just man up

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I missed my life

>>43363983
my life is very boring and sad, without reward or fulfilment

>>43361565
i only fall to the correct side of propaganda which is mine of course

>he fell for the anti-propaganda propaganda

>>43365451
so... what can be done? denialism leads to catastrophe. overzeaslous virue signalling noisy activism is counterproductive... perhaps as intended by tptb

>>43365451
Incorrect.

I have done as little as humanly possible for the last 5 years and do literally nothing with my life. I leave the house only when absolutely necessary. I've had no friends in over a decade. My life is a stagnant mess that I have no desire to work my way out of.

>>43367161
very relatable. i feel bad for the people that try to engage with me and be my friend since i can't maintain a proper connection with them

>>43367161
Same, except homeless.
I should probably just soldier through getting a job and then working towards steady housing but it's just exhausting. I'd rather just curl into a ball and sob

>>43367161
Relatable.
>>43367340
What's it like, being homeless?

>>43367161
im going down this exact path

>>43367355
I don't think it's much different to like being a neet or something, you just don't have any options to really get comfortable or decorate or entertain hobbies. Sleeping rough isn't so bad with anc earphones but it can be scary sometimes, people will casually tell you they're going to kill or rape you and sometimes you'll encounter random violence (never elongated but that some guys will punch me a few times and shove is kinda terrifying).
I use shelters a lot but they limit your occupancy time here, both how long you're allowed each day and how many days a year you're permitted to, so it's inconsistent.
Idk the worst thing is water access can be a drag, public fountains and such are surprisingly rare when you think about it but thankfully I have a gym membership for days so I can always fill a jug before 8pm

>>43361565
Just the eternal mindgames as far as sexual competition is fucking insane. People think they're so in control of their own thoughts, especially men.

>>43366702
>denialism leads to catastrophe
western far-Left lie funded by the CCP and russia.

>>43367703
im so sorry, nobody ever should experience that, you don't deserve to live like a rat
i wish i could change this world

>>43361565
anyone found a cure for fake dysphoria

>>43369475
fake transition

i just need courage just for one day

>>43369961
what would you do with it?

>>43371185
either transition or kill myself

I've always hated unfeminine women

>>43371198
i hate to break it to you but you need courage for many days in a row to transition

>>43371611
i just need it for the first step, the rest will follow

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I was psyoped into doing what I was told from a young age. If I didn’t want to do something, I was beaten. If I wanted to do something, I was beaten. The only things that I could do are the things I was told to do. Ive been conditioned into the perfect goyim studying something I have no interest in for a good paying job and I havent transitioned because it would make my parents unhappy. I already grovel for their approval with my good grades and 2 jobs but nothing is ever going to be enough. Ill probably end up dead in an executives chair after I deal with this stupid shit until I cant take it anymore. God I want to be a girl so bad but I have the body and mind of rapists and monsters so even if I do try Ill become a hon and just lower optics for those worthy of transition. Sometimes I feel like I exist to make god laugh because nobody can be this pathetic on their own

>>43371587
why? because they remind you of the tomboy you could've been?

>>43372237
there is an easy fix for you obedient nona - I'm going to tell you to stop repping now. stop repping. move away from your family and live for yourself.

>>43372878
Moreso because they have the potential to do very beautiful things but they don't do anything with it and just drop it entirely

tfw someone tried shooting the president and now i need to rep even longer to see if they declare Ultra Groyper Martial Law this time

i keep forgetting that im gonna turn 30 this year and my life has not improved and i dont know how to make it. i feel like i missed out on so much but i also know i never had a chance to experience any of it anyway

oh well

walking home on a saturday night seeing a tranny dressed up having a night out, I didn't really look close so I couldnt tell how well she passed but the height and voice gave it away, and realized how much I'm just wasting my life away

>>43372237
I did that growing up and it just made me into a massive fucking burnout.

>>43367161
yeah, even when i started hrt repping 4 years ago i still didnt do much and im in the exact same spot i was then. how the fuck do i bring myself to participate in the world, is it even possible. i always feel like my real life is happening elsewhere and i dont know how to get to it.

has anyone actually made the tranny thoughts go away or am i just fucked

i thought having male levels of t was supposed to make crying harder

>>43373776
i mean that person wouldn't be here lol
i was able to have a couple of years where i didn't really think about because i was obsessing over my eating disorder and that made my brain run at half power for long enough to talk myself out of it

>>43373820
no one has dropped their wisdom before graduating? i'm getting desperate

>>43373776
>>43373884
up to a few years at a time. the problem is that they tend to come back, so it's a band-aid over one's psyche. likewise, "conversion therapy" tends to be either stalling you for time in infinite gender exploration or trying to deviously rewire your brain to associate trans thoughts with guilt and shame.

nobody has figured out a surefire way to make the thoughts go away. if there was a way, i promise you, most governments in the world would have already outlawed any form of transition.

i could maybe attempt to give more armchair advice, if you're foolish enough to take advice from anon, but you'll need to disclose the more precise nature of your dysphoria

i have the widest shoulder out of anyone I know
why am I the one who wants to be a girl
if I could undergo a surgery or shock therapy to remove tranny thoughts I absolutely would

>>43366076
i mean, same, i even considered surgery lol

>>43361565
I never falled for trans propaganda. I just noticed a correlation between my agp fantasies and so-called transsexuality. I never took that stuff seriously, and now that I no longer feel "dysphoria," I'm sure it's all nonsense.

>>43362179
Same happened to me. Didn't get to gyno/cones but what felt like a hard lump under the nipple that went away

>>43374588
i do agree agp can be managed as a fetish, much like people manage any other fetish. for any given fetish, most people are perfectly content indulging in it in private or with a partner

I want a cute and needy repper to transition with my support and be my gf

>>43375118
are you also cute

>>43375155
more on the masc, bear side

Bros I finally got my own apartment. Thought I would be happy but I feel like shit. Been reading all these stories about people who have a stroke and lay on the floor for 5 days before someone finds them. I feel like that's how I'm gonna go. Rotting away on the floor with no one finding me until weeks or months later.

>>43375168
why are chasers always bears

>>43375298
Maybe we are drawn to something small and cute and feminine

>>43375292
Aw anon, you'll be okay! Do take care of yourself. :)

>>43375118
I would probably fold instantly if I knew someone like you irl
which would be bad because I absolutely would not be cute
>>43375168
hot

>>43375408
Thanks I might play some tomodachi life in bed and pretend I have friends

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Also how the FUCK do I get into this car spot? I have to reverse in because it's a car stacker. Do I just reverse all the way down the basement? I'm too fembrained to park properly.

>>43375434
I also wish I had someone to turn into my tranny IRL. I am fairly demi, I would love her for transitioning for us and she'd be cute to me. Somehow feels really intimate.

>>43362024
its very easy to tell
are you porn addicted? are you autistic?

>>43375118
this but I feel like we'll both just be miserable manmoders that hate one another

>>43375400
if i was that i wouldn't be posting itt

>>43375292
Congrats, enjoy your space bro. Getting my own place was when my tranny floodgates suddenly opened, I'd be more worried about that desu. Maybe it's what you need though.

>>43375496
fembrained cartography goes hand in hand with fembrained parking ygmi

>>43375647
>manmoder
I'm just a man though haha
Aw, I don't think we'd be miserable. We have to take care of the usual things in our lives still, as we build one together. But I would be glad to have my girl and would cherish her, even if she's early in her transition.

The one thing I don't like about this apartment is that there are floor to ceiling mirrors in the bedroom and study so I have to be reminded that I'm a disgusting man every day. I didn't have any mirrors in my old place so I never had to look at my ugly mug.

>>43375904
wallpaper it like karl pilkington

>>43375957
That's a good idea actually I have this giant pink Panty and Stocking wall scroll I was too embarrassed to put up in my last place maybe I'll use that.

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I wanna be a cute 80s anime girl

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I reckon he's a repper