>>43361766
Nah you’re a transsexual completely different you have to medically and socially transition into a women to cure or you can just eat a potato or something maybe smoke meth like picrel how old r u late 20s to early 30s is a good age to start smoking meth

>>43361766
you have a distorted view of the world with your morman gender role beliefs and projecting your cult view of being a happy trad wife as the ultimate fantasy as a maladaptation to reality so basically you're fucking crazy

>>43361766
Yeah. I'm a trans woman and thats basically exactly how I felt. What you're experiencing is dysphoria. Any of the other sexual stuff people throw on top is just a misunderstanding of what dysphoria fundamentally is. You're always going to feel like that, your brain is just wired wrong. You can try to become more feminine and align yourself physically with what you feel like you're supposed to be. You'll stop having the aching pains in your chest and genitalia. But then you'll be a trans woman and have to live with the social consequences of that.

I just want to say your writing prompt is lazy derivative and contrived. You're obviously a fetishistic man with pretenses.

>>43361766
>I just feel like my chest is empty and needs boobs. I just feel like my penis is invisible and needs a vagina. I feel no excitement in this. I just want to be - Just an instinctive urge to terraform my body.
yep, that's physical dysphoria most likely
>Is this transgenderism
most likely
>and how can I cure this?
current hypotheses mainly circle around some key chunks of yer brain getting fem'd up in utero due to gene or environmental or bad luck factors, and that transitioning is the least worst option we have with the current state of medicine

>>43364497
I mean, if this is all in the head, can't I just stop thinking about it? Have any of you gals tried lobotomizing yourself?

>>43364544
I'm a cis straggot.
It's all in the head the way epilepsy is. Shit's just wired in the girl way, in some chunks of your brain.
>lobotomy
shitposting a bit here, but they tried antischizo drugs (soft lobotomy) for GD in the 70s, didn't work
>just stop thinking about it
repping makes things worse, from what I've seen
upside is, you're mtf, so there's a lot less risks to taking hrt for a few months to see if it makes the situation less worse
if you're afab and "possibly trans", it's a more difficult situation, as a) many women are retarded (possibly due to social contagion) and b) T is one helluva one-way drug that optimizes your body for fighting, killing and being unattractive to men, so the real afab transniggas are more fucked (and hence more frequent customers of euthanasia, my heart goes out to my transbros).
tangent aside, don't procrastinate on this shit, do talk to more tranners, reppers, detranners. in your situation I'd probably start HRT (ideally legit if sufficiently good regimen) or DIY it after doing my due diligence
may your life have less suffering and more happiness, op

>>43364544
You cannot repress healthily. Repression causes psychosis, depression, and hypersexuality. Transitioning will make you happy and less neurotic. Personally I need an hour less of sleep now.

>>43361766
>I just feel like my chest is empty and needs boobs
annoying af when you try to sleep. hugging pillow or something helps. it needs to be mentioned more often. had that feel even before i knew what that is.
>>43362207
autoandrophobia felt strongly at puberty is another stuff that needs to be more highlighted imo.

>>43364611
>You cannot repress healthily. Repression causes psychosis, depression, and hypersexuality. Transitioning will make you happy and less neurotic.

What if I'm built different? I know the above post may sound like a larp, but I'm beng serious. I believe Jesus died for our sins. I'm only on this board because at the soup kitchen I work at, I was building rapport with a homeless transvestite and in talking with him, I started wondering. Personally, despite the replies, I do think this is all just a weakness of the mind. You can control it. Most "trans" people just have prior trauma that makes them incapable of repressing. Like the dude I was talking to, he had "claimed" to be sexually assaulted as a minor and his parents disowned him for fentanyl addiction prior to his "transness." So yeah, a lot of people have the trans thoughts but I think the weakest only submit and do it, while those who are strong are able to just not think about it.

Sorry if this was long-winded, but long story short, I think I can. I am 19 by the way, unemployed, graduated HS a year ago and going to college this fall in Texas.

>>43361766
You do understand that there isn't any final theory about why anomalies like us happen, right? Even the terms are not that set, so you can call yourself whatever you feel like, but it's more appropriate to just use what most doctors would use for you - transgender. Try talking with regular people and you'll quickly understand that they simply either don't have such feelings and thoughts, or these don't stick with them.

HRT helped me immensely with "chest void". Even the tingling pain in the first hours of taking it, is a giant relief of a lifelong discomfort. And you don't have to grow anything "big", just the feeling of something being there is more than enough to end this void once and for all.

>>43361766
good job! you are a tranny

>>43364608
>shitposting a bit here, but they tried antischizo drugs (soft lobotomy) for GD in the 70s, didn't work
I tried using them myself lol, even different types of antipsychotics. You turn yourself into a retard but your transness(as mental image of your body) stays unharmed.

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>>43364684
>i am christcuck
me too when things get shittier
>phoria is just weakness u can control it
please have a read through /repgen/s of years past and current, a lot of people think that. the results are... suboptimal
wish I could find the decision tree that looked like picrel, with repress on the spine, transition on the left edges, and death on the bottom most right node