No one fucking told me bottom surgery (vulvoplasty first of two stages not sure iF I wanna go further) would disrupt my fucking sleep routine for recovery.It used to be I fapped every night, but now, or at least right now (can't say much for the future) I fucking can't.I really really want it to heal properly, but I didn't realize how my dependent my stupid sleep routine was on masturbating and falling asleep. I have nothing to fill this time with but games and games keep me up. This kinda sucks... Healing already gets me a quarter of the way towards a panic attack every goddamn day, but now that I'm partially healed, suddenly I can't just sleep like I was before (because I was even MORE tired etc). This is so fucking irritating. I had no idea... It never disrupted my life to have this very mild dependency and yet now I increasingly realize that in this one specific situation, it is very debilitating. Its like time isn't moving on for me. Its like I have something I need to do, but I don't know wtf it is. I fucking hate this.
Youre unironically dealing with an addiction withdrawal. Sorta cute though
>>43363880Hydroxazine works well for that
>>43363880You know trannies are real women because of how retarded they are
>>43363880poor girl :( it'll get better soon, I fap a lot to get to sleep too. Have you considered other erogenous zones? You could play with your nipples >~<
lol
>>43363880play with your little nipples for sexual purposes? when i had surgery on my urethra i had to do that
