Anonymous
04/25/26(Sat)08:10:04 No.43364782

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Anonymous 04/25/26(Sat)08:10:04 No.43364782

>be me 25yo straight guy
>5'8 145 pounds
>study engineering, plan to work at Lockheed Martin because ethics are for poor ppl
>had a few girlfriends before, but nothing major
>just wanna focus on my masters degree and then move on to my doctorate
>have friend named Vincent I've known since childhood
>he's huge, like 6'4 and built like a baki character
>like 250 pounds of muscle at a minimum
>and yet
>bro is the most soft ass bleeding heart libtard i have ever met in my life
>he's an openly bisexual artist and aspiring cartoonist
>volunteers to help homeless people in his spare time, even though it cuts into his schooling
>try to explain to him that the world is not reciprocal, and that nothing he does will come back to him in the end
>he doesn't even get mad, just smiles down at me and asks "imagine a world filled with people who think exactly like you. Would you want to live in that world?"
>question fucks me up for a while
>decide to take a gap year just following him around after i finish my masters
>come with him to the soup kitchens and the protests and all that libshit
>don't really believe in much of anything, but the engineer in me wants to figure out what makes him tick
>end up just asking him outright what could compel him to be this nice when there's no benefit
>"I just like seeing people happy. Makes me feel good."
>no grand philosophy or dialectal model
>genuinely a kindergartner ass worldview
>and yet, as I watch him smile like a fuckin dumbass as he hands out coats to people on the street, I get it
>As he walks me home in the snow, i realize something
>i like him
>like, like him like him


I've never really liked somebody like this, not even my past girlfriends. Like genuinely, I cannot even imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone but him. Even worse, after I realized I liked him romantically, I started feeling attracted to him. Like now, I genuinely cannot function when he is present because I just want him to fuck me. Anons, wtf do I do?