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Source: I transitioned as a kid before even knowing it was a thing.

So I was 9 years old at the time and I didn't know anything about transgender people or LGBT in general. But one day I realised I wasn't a boy and I started telling everyone. Even gave myself a new name (it was my old name but with -ina at the end because I wasnt very original) and corrected people when they called me by my "deadname". I also forced people to call me by she/her pronouns. I even tried wearing the girl's uniform, however, my parents didn't accept it so I didn't get to.

People at my school also didn't really support me, they just thought I was being funny (I was the class clown so figures). I got people to call me my new name and call me her, but it was probably ironically, and the most the teachers did was let me participate in the girl's race instead of the boy's after I insisted really hard. (I was forced to run by myself and wasn't ranked iirc)

So eventually I just quit, returned to being a boy and repressed my feelings for a decade.
But now I can't take it anymore. I'm going to transition again for real now no matter what other ppl say, as I should've done way way earlier.
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>>43365303
That’s good nona get on hrt asap anyways i think it varies from person to person i remember considering being trans at 14 but i never really gave it much thought and didn’t even realize it until 4 years later lol but i wasn’t groomed into it maybe that makes it worse that i didn’t care about it when i was 14
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Trans is something you COULD be groomed into
Doesn't mean all trans people were groomed into it
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>>43365303
tru trans
Vs me fake trans agp rapehon
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>>43365395
all are valid!
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>>43365376
Honestly it's pretty common.

I had feelings that I wasn't really a boy and thought I might be intersex when I was 10-12. Didn't know what a trans person was.

When presented with the idea that I could transition at 17 I repped because I thought I was too far gone.
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>>43365303
I feel like everyone who isn't a dumb conservative already knows this

I would have transitioned at a much earlier age if I knew what trans was but I barely ever even saw a gay flag until like college, by which point I was already crossdressing in secret for years without knowing what I was doing, if I had some kind of guidance or knowledge I would have been "groomed" or "transed" as a young teen
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>>43365947
pretty much exactly the same experience that I had
hi mwahnon much love from julie
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>>43365947
I wonder if anyone else has actually like fully done social transition without knowing about LGBT tho
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>>43365303
Age 9 is late onset. You're AGP.
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>>43365303
This is a pretty typical story, to be honest. I knew around age 6, got abused to hell and back for it. Kids in school would abuse me, attack me in the bathroom, etc. I had to transfer schools multiple times because people kept trying to kill me for simply being feminine. The bullying would stop when I transfered, right up until I would get happy or experience strong emotions, and then my inner girl would come spilling out, and everything would start anew.

I started HRT in my teens illegally. I'm now about 40.

Life is hard, but at least I am me. Been through a ton of relationships, job changes, a divorce... my parents thought someone was grooming me until they realised how utterly alone I was and how persistent I was. Both are very religious; both currently love and accept me.

HRT was probably the best decision I ever made. It's made things really hard, but if I had a choice to do it over again, I absolutely would. My biggest regret is not starting younger.

You can do it.
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>>43367791
>inner girl
AGP
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>>43367817
just say you aren’t trans
It's a pretty common feeling when you are still living as your agab without having come out and without having changed anything about yourself
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>>43367710
I learned about medical transition in my teens from a medical encyclopedia I found. I knew what I was but didn't know it was possible. Was trying to steal my mom's birth control before that too, she had to hide it from me. This was back in the era before the internet was everywhere; and the internet while a thing was something you went to a library to use if you were poor like I was. I used to dial into mainframes at that age on stolen computers.
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>>43367791
that's cool and all but please don’t tell me that you identify with COAAL at like 40+ or you need to become an adult jfc
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>>43367817
Have a problem with poetic metaphor for idiots like yourself for explaining the nature of me dropping my mask? Keep yourself safe.
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>>43367853
I use it for avatarfaggotry to identify myself here. There are a lot of overlaps between me and the graves. I am myself, though; and she is not me.
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>>43367855
>>43367830
pretty sure its a joke
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>>43365303
Obviously. Do you think it just spawned as a phenomenon across time periods and cultures for no reason? Or didn't you know about that?
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>>43365966
hi angel sorry for late rebly I've ben busy hope you're well angel
>>43367710
at this point it's impossible and I doubt to some degree in the past either
if the idea of gay intercourse was even written about, which it was, then it was a conceivable concept and anything conceivable existed to some degree
I don't believe in full escape of any kind of LGBTQ+ influence, even if you hate it
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>>43370312
I actually crashed out hard today because of my body it was bad
how are you? I saw your post about the outfit the other day
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>>43365395
source?

>>43367732
so true oomfie I am such agp fakie
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>>43365303
Similar place. FtM, though.
>be me
>grew up as any other guy would really, thought I was a bioM as a child ( told everyone I was a boy/he + had a diff name, both done during elem and so on. Down to somehow pissing whilst standing up until I was about 10? somehow, my mother told me that. Ha ), did sports, etc all that shit
> Middle school, small school and things stay the same for a bit
> 7th, try to continue sports, can't, a lot of realizing happens
> ~14-15 yrs old find out what LGBTQ+ is and don't even consider myself as a trans male/didn't understand it. Started to after a bit and noticed that I am technically Female to Male
I can't really remember much + I don't want to ramble, but I really just was raised as a guy and once I was a teenager shit hit the fan. I got teased a lot by peers aswell + was on boys teams in elem and allowed beginning of midsch (?). I isolated and dropped out before HS, it got really bad. Staff abuse bullying dysphoria got worse as I aged No shit ((SOB STORY SOB STORY))
I also had a very small feminine phase when I was an early teen but I labeled myself as a femboy + was called a twink a lot. Idk o\
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>>43371055
Eh I worded that wrong. 'Raised as a guy'. My parents did raise me as female obviously, I was in gymnastics as a toddler I found out, dressed up a ton. Toddler stuff
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>>43365303
same thing happened to me anon
when i went to school for the first time I went to play with the girls and someone asked me why and I said I was a girl and they made fun of me and beat me so I didn't talk about it again for 10 years with anyone. I still have crippling anxieties about being outed and can't say the word trans out loud even though I pass irl now.
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>>43371171
this is very real

I hope one day you can feel safe
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>>43371196
>I hope one day you can feel safe
thanks anon. what helps me a little sometimes is thinking about the young lives of my grandparents and parents. They had it hard too and tried to make it better for the next generation. If I can take my suffering with me to the grave instead of passing it on to the next generation, I can help make the world a good place.
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>>43370675
shit I meant

>>43365862
source?

dunno why I'm correcting this low tier post desu
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Both can be true, OP. Some people are naturally trans. Others are groomed. Same with sexuality. This has always been true, the human brain is very complex and influencable



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