i wasted 8 hours masturbating to my rapist's (XX female) instagram and twitter dressed up in agp sissy qos kris clothes while on meth why does progesterone make me do shit like this? she raped me when i was underage 2 years ago btw
>>43370447whyd you send chief keef with this message
what type of rape was it?
>>43370447I don't think prog make you do that anon
>>43370480because thats that shit OP don't like
>>43370535this made me giggle thank you
>>43370495Probably the illegal kind
>>43370650all of them?
>>43370495girl 3 years older than me got me blackout drunk against my will in a hs party and started grinding against me as i was unable to even move my mouth to say no and god only knows what she did latershe was the popular kind so i never spoke out against it in fear of being excluded and having the tables turn against me, i was pretty lonely and suicidal already so i didn’t want to be prone to attacks and marginalization, sad to say but even when i told one of my “friends” on a bad trip told me i was faking it for attention and didn’t believe me. so whtvr i dropped out and shes doing a bullshit career and being ever so prosperous with her thrifting gig, got her own place with roomies and constantly posts herself doing lines smoking weed and doing crack on twitter without a worry in the world and shit
>>43371129Ok but why did you do it with qos sissy blacked clothes?
>>43371145it was not really that, just an hyperbole i actually jerked off high as fuck on kush and meth wearing retarded ass victoria secret i stole from the mall, but it did feel like being in a qos kris cosplay getting makeup on putting a gauntlet etc etc and whatnotits like a ritual yknow coping as in getting ready to get raped idfk
>>43371129Did she spread pics around and bully you after? Was your ass sore? Were you not attracted to her? It sounds like she was attracted to you in the moment and didn’t have any ill intentions. Couldve also thought she was doing you a favor since you deemed her popular. Or do you only consider it rape because there was an age gap?Not saying you shouldve enjoyed it though, sucks you have to cope by sexualizing yourself and doing gross drugs
>>43371129please just don't look at her anymore. living well is the best revenge>>43371478what do you get out of this?
>>43371522Im only curious, I know it’s a shitty thing to ask. My apologies
>>43371705>>43371478scum behavior
>>43371478>Did she spread pics around?Yes, one of my friends told me she send pics of me half passed out as a joke on her ig girls only group chat according to my friends gf>and bully you after? Not bullying per se, but if i was present in any type of social interaction between my friends and hers, she'd instantly change her mood into an angry/terrified one saying all of a sudden shit like “oh i need to go to the bathroom” “i have to go to class, forgot to leave my homework” “i forgot my charger”. leaving shortly having her friends follow after, the closest i got to an actual confrontation was when we were forced to talk to each other during a class group project and the team didn’t show up in full, i alluded to it during a banal conversation but she just brushed it up trying to mask it as if i was making a move and kept trying to change subject but when i pressed her in a more serious manner she said angry asf that she was gonna blackmail me and get me killed by one of her bfs and iwas honestly terrified to say anything to anyone else about it afterward>Was your ass sore? no that i recall… ??? but i did feel queasy for 2 day straight after>Were you not attracted to her?No, i was in a relationship with my ex>favor Not really… and about the popular part she has over 10k followers on ig alone >Or do you only consider it rape because there was an age gap?I know what she did, im not dumb. i was fresh 17 and she was pushing 21>cope with sexualizingim just rotten at this point and theres way more shit going around me that im trying to fix, whatever gets me through the day is what my therapist said>>43371522i try to to but its hard not to, specially cuz whenever my mania episodes end i relapse on shit like this
