I've ruled out the possibility that I'm a woman but I'm still pulled towards wanting HRT. Yes I know it has some really crazy permanent changes, but I would benefit from a decreased libido and I only want to stay fertile just for some hypothetical wife who deathly wants children that I may never even have, otherwise I don't have any desire to procreate other than wanting to follow tradition.Am I retarded for wanting this? To me it just feels like the alternate version of a guy getting on then and getting jacked.
*tren
ur probably a woman lol. how did u 'rule it out?'
>>43371498just do what you wantassuming I have to be trans to take hrt lead to a lot of cringe larping before I just accepted I'm a hemab
>>43371498HRT femboys are outSRS femboys are in
>>43371557Being one of the boys is fun. Doing voice training and being openly trans is exhausting.>>43371619So you're a guy on hrt too? How has dating been, how about life in general? Really my only fear is dating, otherwise I can boymode and be at ease in public when I want to
>Am I retarded for wanting this?Yes
>>43371498The quality of your sperm will degrade and when your kid seems like he was a weak sperm you will know you are to blame. All so you can say you did HRT too.
>>43372595Well I'm gonna bank if I start hrt, that would be irresponsible otherwise
>>43372692don't have kids
>>43371498You would not benefit from a decreased libido. Wanting sex is a normal and healthy thing! HRT will make you weird about sex like cis women, a mentality that the world actually needs less of.
>>43371866>So you're a guy on hrt too?Pretty (x2) much, technically I'm enby tho. >How has dating been, how about life in general?I have a gay-leaning boyfriend. Guys and women seem to show interest, I'm only into guys tho so ymmv.Life is pretty good. People don't seem to think I'm a trans women, since I'm slim and dress kinda unisex-masc with dark colours and have a short shag. My bf tells me I look like a tall, attractive eboy twink.
>>43374884>boyfriendIncredibly happy for you, God bless. But I'm spiraling out of control realizing I'm not only exclusively attracted to women, but I'm not even a twink. I've been called a twink before by people who were making fun of me or some fat chicks but I really don't feel the part. I have never felt so hopeless in my entire life, it's already a struggle pulling chicks now I can't imagine what it'd be like with weird tits and a broken penis.
>>43374982>I've been called a twink beforeThen you got the basics down. Lean into it if you wanna be a twink. It's not that hard imo just take immaculate care of yourself and your outfits. >I'm spiraling out of control realizing I'm not only exclusively attracted to womenThat's normal. It's a fundamental realization about yourself. Allow yourself to experiment.>it's already a struggle pulling chickscause they can tell you're a repressed fag.Become your own idol. You got this, it's gonna take time, but being pretty goes a long way and it's worth it.
>>43371498>Am I retarded for wanting this?Maybe? But who cares? Life's too short anyway.I got into girljuice more or less on a whim with a friend. 8 years later I'm confused for a foid half of the time or so, lol.I'm too old to be a twink but I can still joke with my wife that I can make her lesbian passing lol.I kept the dosing lower (and added ralox several times) to slow down/stop booba and... that's it.It's not magic and the changes are really slow, but overall it was a good idea for me.Do keep in mind that I did procreate tho.
>>43371633>SRS femboys are inworth it if you're a sub and exclusively into men. otherwise, not so much.
>>43375096>girljuiceoh hey it’s you again
>>43375006>Become your own idolI guess so but it feels a bit narcissistic to go so hard into that. Idk though maybe I'm crazy. I do really want to get on HRT but my mind and society at large are telling me to slow way down.>>43375096Damn a wife and kids? I'm curious to learn more but I won't pry into your life. Is getting mistaken really that common though? If so that's kinda scary. Also out of curiosity, what's the maybe about?
>>43371498You have 1cc in that game?
>>43375685Only gotten midway through stage 4 on original so far, I only started really playing it yesterday
>>43375285You're allowed to love yourself!
>>43371498give her time
>>43375755Shouldn't this be achieved through radical acceptance? Not avoidance?>>43375839I wish, being a woman is more trouble than it's worth, especially when being a man is so much fun anyways
>>43376125>Shouldn't this be achieved through radical acceptance? Not avoidance?All those silly words... Loving yourself means being an asshole to all those people who don't get you.Keep your head tipped up, steady, brisk stride, shoulders drawn back and don't take shit from losers.Do your own fucking thing. Have your own thoughts and ideas. Live according to them. Don't get swayed by trends.Inhabit the underground.
>>43376162I'm plenty underground already, I don't need any more of that. At a certain point you have to fit in at least a little bit, especially if you want a girlfriend.
>>43378994Nuh-uhYou gotta go deeper down the rabbit hole
tired of trannies making femboys look bad
>>43375147>it’s you againMaybe? The term girljuice is pretty common against hrt guys who don't take any of the ideological/identity part too seriously.>>43375285>Is getting mistaken really that common though?More common in the winter and cold springs (like now, lol) because all one has to go with is my face and my hair. Unironically my hair is more "feminine" than my wife's haha.In the summer it's pretty rare unless I make an effort. Still, since I wear kilts and old-fashioned dresses (read: 19th century stuff that men used to wear), I do get read occasionally as female but very often as a faggot but in a cute way.>If so that's kinda scaryIdk, it's not scary to me. It's fun most of the times.It's annoying in the rare occasions I pass way too well in which case I have to have to very boring conversation that "look, I'm not a foid, it just so happens that I look quite similar to one" which is annoying. People in my country are accustomed to trannies and fags but feminine men for real that are older than 25 are not something very common.>Also out of curiosity, what's the maybe about?You asked "am I retarded?" and I answered honestly. MAYBE you are. But so fucking what?I mean,... am I retarded for taking estrogen as a father with children? Maybe. But I also like the effects and ultimately the final master of this meat suit is me. So imma keep doing it for as long as I like the results. If something goes wrong, I'll stop. Nothing really more complicated/deeper than that.