How do you cope with loneliness?I haven't had a friend since I was 16, I turn 20 next month and I dread my birthday so much. ever since I touched HRT I have felt so much more lonely and depressed because of it.
Even though I’m not lonely on a daily basis, not coming out to anyone in my life kills me from the inside every day… I really wish I could have someone with whom I can relate
Idk ma'am it's the worst timeline to make friends and datePlay games and goon to porn, copes well
And before anyone says "just make fwiendz" I have already tried. only online tho cuz nobody wants to be friends with a wagecuck broke tranny.I'm obviously autistic cuz I get made fun of or hated on in discord groups. I think it's because I try to be too nice and other people read it as fake nice or smth idk decoding all of this is exhausting and I'm tired of having to do specific perfect little dances just to appeal someone so they are willing to talk to me.
>>43373643Sorry you’re lonely op, hope you make a new friend or two <3
>>43373657I'm sorry you're going through this Nona... I hope you can find someone to talk with about your issues. there seems to be a lot of others on this board that share issues similar to yours.>>43373670Yeah, I used to do those. HRT killed libido which is cool ig and I can't enjoy video games anymore because I get an annoying voice that tells me I'm wasting time and being unproductive. my current strat atm is weed, reading, drawing or antidepressants.
I've found it gets less distressing with age. It doesn't feel good, but the weight of loneliness is less heavy once you're used to it. I go to work at my solitary job and then come home to my empty apartment, and have been doing so without reprieve for years.t. 29 y/o troon
>>43373643how tf is loneliness real like just get a bf nigga
>>43373643I was alone until I was 25, then I made friends again. You'll be ok just make sure you talk to people, you never know who you might meet one day.
>>43373740This is the only thing I've imagined that'll happen to me and it seems the most logical to me.everything else seems like delusion or cope
I moved into a new apartment, when i was homeless I lost almost all my firends i am lonely but im trying my hardest to rebuild my social circle
i gaslight myself into thinking that im too great for having close friends
Watch, read, listen, play, play with other people maybe? Just think about this: yes you are alone, but you are not homeless! I will be homeless soon and I'm going to kms, but you can enjoy life while you're not, even if you're alone there's so much for you to do and se
>>43373712>can't enjoy vidya cause wastes time>smokes weedHate to break it to ya smoking weed is a fucked way to cope buut you can A) quit and save money for something cool/needed or B) find someone who don't mind you mooching off them and boom! Two birdies one stone(d).