I have gotten so good at forgetting the idea of me being trans but this time it won't go and I can take it. I'm either going to rope or join the military so a non-manfailure can beat this shit out of me.am i being punished for something I did in a past life? I feel like I am going insane from this shit.Every time I leave the house for the past 3 weeks I am reminded of my failure of wanting to be a woman. I would get nothing from being a foid it would be a painful useless process. why can't I just go back to forgetting about this?
>>43382460> write a list of things you wish you were, wish you had, wish you could do> cross off any that are impossible (ie become a woman) > rank them in order of difficulty> start with the easiest one and work your way up the list Good luck man.
>>43382460DON'T REPRESS. ROPE IS BETTER THAN REPRESSING.