"living" without your soulmate is not living at all
>>43385342fake and gaygo on walkslearn new skillsmake yourself some nice foodhang out with your friends this world is too beautiful to only experience it with a partner
>>43385650what is the point of experiencing a beautiful world without one though? there's no reason to live a life alone. good things only reflect back the absence of the good person you will never enjoy them with.
>>43385342I can agree to a certain point. when I was with my last(and first bf) everything seemed fun and I always wanted to do things together, looking back it was a shitty relationship with many redflags, but after it ended I'm just in spiral of depression that I cant find fun or happiness in anything i do. maybe I have some sort of DPD, but being alone sucks so much
>>43385342Okay, cool. Provide soulmate
he was and still is the one for me, but. i am not the one for him. it's less painful to be alone, than to be at arms length. i'm okay with dying alone.
>>43385342Have you ever tried to contact sleepiqinq? What do you think he'd think of you
>>43386275i've contacted him before as a fan. if you mean contact him to confess my romantic feelings, no. even if i was completely psychologically healthy and not obsessive and he was receptive to dating fans (as he was with his previous partner), he still wouldn't be interested in me simply because our ages are too disparate
>>43386333Anon he's literally a pedophile
she's dating someone else haha i'm so fine with that because i would be a bad partner anyway and she deserves better than me hahaha! we're good friends and that's good enough for me!!!
>>43385736do you not have any friends? family? clubs? even if you find your soulmate he (I think you're gay and not bi) might not remember and if living alone isn't beautiful, what's to say living with your soulmate wouldn't be ugly tooyou're just chasing a fantasy that will never exist
>>43386359>you're just chasing a fantasy that will never existyeah obviously, i'm a tranny
>>43386376you can become a man with a £50 vial over a yeareven with us military level funding ywn get with sleepyqinq and I'm sorry for going this faryou probably don't know him deep down
>>43386471i'm nta and already on T>you probably don't know him deep downno shit but i want to
Why can't you try to reach out to Sleepiqinq and pretend to be normal? You could probably pander to his personality fairly well since you spend so much time estalking him. He doesn't seem like the type of person to get all moralistic over age gaps
>>43386508>He doesn't seem like the type of person to get all moralistic over age gapslollmao evenhe absolutely is, especially now
>>43386535Between adults? He's like 24, far past the groomable minor stage
>>43386558i'm six years younger than him nonny
>>43386564Okay well then just act mature for your age. He was able to put a younger age aside a few years ago, he can do it again. Most of the people who moralize about age gaps do it because they don't want creepy uncs trying to rape them. The fact that you're younger means he can vore you and such
>>43385742I can barely wake up in the morning being alone. It always helped being with someone. I just wake up, work, try to eat, and sleep these days. It's been this way, uninterrupted, for two years now.
